Aim In Life

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CloudySkySadMoon

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Dear diary,
When I was a kid, I had to write essays on "My Aim In Life" many times. Btw, it reads MAIL when you take the initials XD. Doesn't matter what bullshit I wrote then, I really want to find an aim. Ugh!
Once upon a time I wanted to be a teacher, then a painter, a software engineer, animator, create a game etc.
Now I kinda sorta want to be a miniature artist. Damn! I really wish I'd find something I wanna do soon. Mainly coz I don't wanna do a job. I feel like no one'd wanna hire me. There's also fear of interviews. They're the source of all evil!
I'm scared! @w@ I'm super scared! Cloudy doesn't wanna be a housewife!! Cloudy wants to make money and fill her house with books and do all crazy stuff she wants to do. God, please let cloudy find her talent!

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    1. Zone Q11 Jul 30, 2017
      Funny. I kinda want to be those people as well. Except that there was a point in my life where I wanted to be a soldier, that is the only difference.

      As of now, I want to be an programmer though. My dream of making at least one game is not over yet! ...also, I think I have never wanted to be an animator because it all seemed so hard to do; drawing repetitively and finding mistakes and all.
    2. CloudySkySadMoon Jul 28, 2017
      @tara Hope it'll be as you said
    3. tara Jul 26, 2017
      I actually have the same fears right now x.x I think let's take it step by step? I believe in something called everything is gonna somehow be solved by itself .... idk
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    4. AliceShiki Jul 24, 2017
      I understand the feeling perfectly Cloudy-chan! I also want to make money and be independent, but I also don't feel like working at all! >.<

      Finding what we want is hard, I spent 4 years at university before deciding that that was not what I wanted for me, so now I'm looking for new things again... Ganbatte! Sooner or later you'll find what is best for you!
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    5. CloudySkySadMoon Jul 23, 2017
      @Ophious Don't end up building a Harem troop instead >.> JK
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    6. Ophious Jul 23, 2017
      When I was a kid I wrote down that I wanted to become a dragon and rule the world
      I got rid of the dragon part but ruling the world is still my aim in life
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    7. syc Jul 22, 2017
      Just do your best! Don't be afraid of applying to places or failing interviews. I applied to many places and failed many interviews before finding work. Pick a few things you don't hate doing and just go for it.
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    8. doomeye1337 Jul 22, 2017
      Hwaiting~ Just get out there :p It's always easier to get hired when you're already employed so you really wanna get the ball rollin either way XD
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