Childhood Depression

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Do you know how depressing a childhood is? As a young girl(lol) that have had a depressing childhood, I do know how it feels like.

I was bullied before in my sixth grade because I was so quiet, an otaku and the valedictorian and me were fighting for the position. I was even on the point that I wanted to kill them all just to shut them up but I did nothing cause they were so many against the little me.

So my mood became worse, I would always isolate myself and cry. I wanted a friend who would hold me and tell me that everyhing will be fine. I even wanted someone to vacuum out all of that empty, deceiving emotions that were skewing my reality into despair.

But that didn't stop me from making friends in my highschool years. Friends that I can trust and can rely on. Friends that I can be stupid with. And y'know, It's amazing to see how much difference it makes for me because of my friends. Although I still have lots of ups and downs, but I can laugh and bullshit someone now.

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    1. Notaborax Oct 4, 2017
      you will always have us
    2. Osamaru Jul 20, 2017
      *pats @Shem * ^_^ and now you have us too!
    3. Indiboy Jul 9, 2017
      My childhood was like
      1. Go to school
      2. Go to tutions
      3. Study at home
      4. Watch some movie/tv in free time
      5. Sleep
      Rudy and dryzzle like this.
    4. Raizhee Jun 26, 2017
      *presses new blog posts and finds this*
      *facepalm*

      They bullied you cuz they were jelly jelly, and don't care that much about people's useless blabbering
      Indiboy likes this.
    5. Riqu Jun 24, 2017
      Best of luck for you, girl! :D
    6. Ria_AlDub16 Jun 20, 2017
      Sorry but im ur average kid. Im a cute,beatiful,lovely,smart and cool kid b4(still am) so i dont have any depression at all.Thank you
    7. Anon Ymous Jun 20, 2017
    8. mrawesome69 Jun 13, 2017
      I always hated ppl. Still do.
      Khukai18, Azazael and L4 like this.