Lau's Original Poems & Songs

So, I have decided what should be my first thread, a compilation of my past poems.

I remembered that I was so fond of making poems last year thus, I decided to post it here. I was in a slumps that time -- emotionally broken because of some unexpected events. I'll try to dig out more of my poems in my 'trash bins'. I'm still inexperienced so please bear with my grammatical errors and confusing parts. (Sometimes, I feel like I'm the only one that could understand it)
MY OLD POEMS

Spoiler: Green to Darkness

Your soothing smiles, refreshes the mood
of my monochrome world turned interlude
sweetness grace of your alluring eyes
and your fragrance brought spring it ties

Aside of blissful brought by your presence
my heart bled due to another existence
beautiful grin induced by lover to be
unexplainable feelings; my heart in agony

My ears turned deaf to listen to your songs
heart screamed in pain together with gongs
eyes became blurry, rain started to pour
ringing sounds echoed and started to tour

Storms of emotion and disasters erupted
destruction of self and mind disrupted
darkness covered the world, light could never be seen
the humankind once again won’t be green

Spoiler: Meaningless

The existence of darkness within my innate universe
Void that creates vacuum results to nothingness
Stars loses its bright and deteriorated
Non-existent purpose of this vast universe

Immeasurable darkness and numbing coldness
This words which was obviously senseless
This poem - an unexplainable poem.
Only the pen could grasp the abstract
Yet its purpose is still intact

Spoiler: Painful Realization

The day I found you
I thought we're perfect for each other
I tried to approach you
But, my speech always stutter.

I dreamt about us being happily together
No storms could divide our echt sentiment
I wish that this dream could last forever
Thus, waking up was a damn torment

I asked you if I ever have a chance
"Sorry. You don't have. Wake up! Maybe, you're still on a trance"
The mental inflicted monstrous pain,
Woke me up and I said to myself "You're someone, indeed I couldn't ever attain"

Goodbye, my princess.
I failed your test
I'm not someone who would work without rest.
Just remember that if ever your prince made you cry
I'll fly towards your kingdom and carry you to my haven sky-high.

Spoiler: Martyr

I admired you.
I can't see the colors without seeing you.
But, I was frightened by your highest standards
I don't have anything to offer but my sincerest feelings.
Unlike, my rivals that could always give you something.
Thus, talents and wealth beats diligent effort.
You looked at me, disgusted and annoyed.
I felt like I was the dirtiest living soiled.
But, I can't give up.
I love you.
I'll endure it.
Until, you learn to appreciate me.
I won't give up easily.
Even if you hurt me physically.
I love you.
I believe that one day you'll possibly love me too.

Spoiler: My Valentine

You'll be my Athena, my Aphrodite.
The queen that completes me
The princess, my bride to be.
As we complete the word ETERNITY
We'll cherish each other endlessly.
Even if we depart, our strings are always tied in our heart.

Spoiler: Fidelity

I was afraid to tell you the truth.
Because it could change everything we had started.
I can't find the words to explain and describe
How I felt when we parted.
It was extremely painful.
To lie and deceive someone like you
But I was cornered by both sides
Dreams or Love.
You were my dream -- to be my beautiful bride
But, I needed to give it up, no, I was forced.
And so, If I told you the truth
What would be your judgement
Is it just an excuse or verity on my side.

Spoiler: Unreachable

A joyful heart when I see you
My world turned to
Monochrome to kaleidoscope
Within my heart, happiness overflowed
by your sweetest smiles endowed.
I thought it was just a dream
I pinched myself it wasn't it seemed
I can't describe the emotions I felt
When we touch I think I started to melt.
From me, I saw you walking away
and said "You're still as Athena of the modern day"
But, as a Goddess you're out of my league
So, I ended up waking up on what I had daydreamed.

Spoiler: Som bre

A lot of things happened but no one ever noticed me.
I felt that I'm nothing because nobody cares whatever I do.
Everyday If felt like I was dying.
It was suffocating, smothered by their laughter.
I'm socially unaccepted. All love was missing.
Just because I'm different, they cast me away.
No one ever tried to understand me.
I'm hopeless.
My miserable life. It was unequal and unfair.
I didn't want to be like this.
I fell into a darkness of sorrow and regrets of being born into this world.
I wanted to escape but I know it was too late.
Silence. Oh! My melancholic life.

MY NEW POEMS

Spoiler: To my beloved Franz Ortega.

I would gladly be your one and only
The one who always seeks your company
Oh! My dearest Queen,without you I'm in agony
My greatest treasure, my unforgetable memory

These monochromatic world of mine
shifted; changed into another design
a cyclic life, turned cloud nine
a new self which everything is align

Embrace me with your tendernesss
the love that could suppress
all of these existing loneliness
through your lips that delivers sweetness.

I'll be your undisputed hero, the impregnable wall
Your killing sword, your hidden knife
reapers cant tear us aprt or even
Gods cant seal our valiant heart

Spoiler: HOPE

He had trailed a rough road;
an unexpected path
ups and downs cannot be told
every high and low has an aftermath

He was so silent yet free
This is what he wanted it to be
How laughable to know;
for him loneliness was agony but he didn't show

Crimson tears of that delightful man
At night, waiting for the sun
He bellowed, yearned for a light
He hoped for the coming of the sun tonight

The moon laughed and enjoyed the sight;
of the man who pleaded for a daylight
The man continuously cried and screamed
"A miracle will happen!" he deemed.

Thenceforth, the known tranquil forest
stirred fear to all passerby
At the center, screams could be heard without rest
a man showered by moonlight singing a dark lullaby

"Oh! Sun, shine me the rays of hope!"

Spoiler: Eloquence

Language is power.
An incredible authority.
Words like swords.
Pierces. Slashes.
Humanity.
----
I, who has none.
Power. I lack.
Weak.
----
I, who trained.
Blood and sweats.
Sacrifice.
Yet, still weak.
----
I, who seek.
Strength.
Yet, withering.
Stagnant.
----
I, who wished.
to be a Master.
Dreamt.
But, kept failing.
----
Gave up.

Spoiler: Stagnant Water

I trailed a harsh road
Bleeds. Fights.
But, lose.
---
I walked to a wrong path.
Evil. Temptations.
They won.
---
I woke up in a desert.
Tears. Regrets.
I died.
---
I was reborn in a world
Hope. Beginning.
I smiled.
---
I lose and cried.
bled and died.
But, given a new hope.
Faith.
---
Lamented.
Everything became stagnant.
Weak. Powerless.
Outcast.
--- Right or wrong.
I'm an air
I'm a tree
I'm a rock
I'm a nobody

Spoiler: Death

There was once a man
Who long for one
Betrayed thrice
Cheated twice
He was scared
Pained and Wrecked.
He was afraid
To be fallen again
In a pitfall
of regrets and verity
He was a man
whom people hates
Weak-willed
Broken.
Devastated.
He was a man
who watched the abyss
Tempted by Death
Touched by Evils
Contracted by Demons
but, a slim light
Opened a path
For him - a man
Despondent.
But, yet again.
Fell into a void.
Nothingness.
Darkness.
Bled.
Died.
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+ Reserved for songs +

Spoiler: Stars Apart by Lautcasted

Sorry for my voice and some noise in the background. I don't know how to use any instruments thus, I'm only able to do it in acapella

Spoiler: A Nobody by Lautcasted

Spoiler: I still love you by Lautcasted

 

*claps*
that's a great poem

 

Lots of contradiction
poetic annotations
I'll assume some deep emotions
and the best part
your grammars great 11/10 from me clap clap~

 

*clap clap clap*
Bravo ! that's was good

 

Thank you, bro

Thank you, Frozen.
Tbh, I'm really not that confident to post my poems because I'm embarrass with English.

 

I think your poems are bad, they don't explain the true greatness of anime and cuteness! (Good poems btw)

 

Thank you, Bro! ))))
I'll try writing more if I could still reach the same level of writing when I was heart broken lol.

HAHAHA! Exactly *sigh* It's indeed serious b-but I really don't know how to write cute and happy stuffs T.T

 

LOL

you can try writing something in restrospect, now that you're calmed how you see it etc, no? i think those will be good too~!

 

Hahaha! I tried a lot of times but whenever I'm reading it I can feel that it was really forced like forced happiness.

 

then don't write happily
write melancholic-ly
i love melancholic poems most!

 

Yes! Goddess-sama! :3 I'll write till my hand bleeds lol.

 

Here's a haiku for you, @Lautcasted

Sick as fuck poems
Really sick as fuck poems
Nice job, Lautcasted

 

Thank you, dude. )) Sorry for the seriousness of it Haha!

 

Added Stars apart by Lau

 

*reads the posts...*
how depressed are you now?
@Lautcasted
... and here i believed to had it covered now..

 

HAHAHA! I'm not depressed anymore. I'm actually happy right now.
This is my past songs and poems I made when I was heartbroken.

 

Added 1 composed song and 6 old poems.

 

If you don't know any instruments you can try one of those programs for making music on a computer they are easy to ise and can make decent music.
Also awesome poems

 

I will try that but even it's a easy because I'm a newbie I'll likely to fail hard there.