I have so much on my mind; So much to tell; Too much to tell; Too much to hide; I can't understand why, but I fear man kind; The very thought of their touch sends trembles down my spine; The lies, the horrors, the evil behind their mask; A mask forged by society, But a mask placed by the darkness of their hearts; One made of smiles while behind them daggers are held; It is their true face; A part of their two face; It's hard because I do my best to not be like them; I try and try, but as I drown in this dark, gloomy world, Reaching for the light is only possible with that mask; To bring my hand above the water; To be able to take that lasting breath; I need it. It's my air. It's my breath; It's my life. But I keep running from it; And I keep drowning. I don't want to die; I don't want to drown; I don't want to sink into the depths of hell; Why is our world like this? Why is my pain so much? Why can't it just disappear, and let the world burn on it's own. Burn with the anger that it creates inside of me.