2021 memory (a 2022 reflection)

When I returned in NUF, I clearly remembered the time where I pulled a sudden trigger sentiment to a nuffian named Satan. I remembered the time where I left a message, because I saw other nuffians telling stuff on his profile with praises and other stuffs which I am bothered (for a moment back then). And then I left a message on his profile (only a bits I could tell) telling this, "People saying stupid things here like its fun and nothing---I hope you're not that stupid at all".
At first, I am only actually expecting a response to the receiver only to find others triggered by my mere sentiment. It all came to argument which I find it funny and started insulting each other and shits. I held back to what I really wanted to say at that time because I thought it was really a waste of time. And so this was the thing I failed to tell.

"Clearly do you ever know the difference between opinion and insult? Let me evaluate my opinion. I literally said, "People saying stupid things like it's fun and nothing" surely that is clearly an opinion because it is subjective, lack of proper fact and hence based on my perception. Whereas, you expressed your so called "opinion" telling how dumb I am and that's not all, you're trying to say that "it's all HUMOR" and "We don't adjust to your feelings and not responsible etc." Clearly you tryna put an insult because my opinion about someone felt a personal attack to you in which you butt in out of nowhere because you wanna express how stupid I am for clearly not taking it as a joke. Funny enough you're more offended than the person who was given the message. Since when did I ever express my feelings? Did I even say "I am offended by your name?" Since when did I express your quote "too much offended" and when did I even clearly said to adjust? Is my message for that person reflects your personality? I didn't even said that people are stupid, I said people are saying stupid----know the difference? You all look like people who likes to pity themselves because of an opinion. And you all just make yourself guilty for defensively trying to justify your insult as an "opinion". And to the person that I told, "I hope you're not that stupid at all" is clearly not a judgement but an assumption."

The message was long deleted before I could ever replied that...but I didn't post this so I can ask for the people I encountered at that time an apology. I realized that we all learn when to hold back and when to say what we should say. If speaking what we wanna fight for is worth really taking in the first place. In the end, it gets all so pointless. But well I came to say that I apologize for the mere trigger that found it an insensitive thing to say for the people you care with. Anyways, goodluck ya'll this 2022.