Murky

Suffering from the same pain again and again
To yesterday where I still able to correct these slight mistakes
Why the door is closed?

Puzzle and a pieces of answer
I aligned them over and over
However there still so much blank no matter the answer I choose

In unfortunate moment, i heard a laugh
From that face who looks like human, I miserably realized
『 contradiction 』

Please, tell me who controlling me right now?
Heart ?
Soul ?
Mind ?
Who are you ? Who am i ?
Who are you ? Who am i ?
Enough ! I don't care anymoe.
It was pointless, That was the only lies i wished for
After all...
There won't be a correct answer without the right question

Gently I dropped an awful glass beads made of water.