Curse word × 2

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Nyann

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Ok. I get it. I have always been rather been the extra wheel everywhere. And tbh I would rather prefer to be alone than be the Duff.

Yeah. Pretty simple thing. I do have friends. But apparently none of them consider themselves comfortable enough to sit in a pair with me. Oh well fine? I stink or something? Probably no. But it's fiiiiinneeee. I will rather be alone...

But honestly? My stuff stays there on a desk and they don't give a damn and just sit there? Like I don't exist?

I know. Small deal. But if I keep on tolerating it. I practically won't exist. Oh well. Whatever it is. Fuck them.

Rant end.

Comments

    1. Passerby Soysauce-sama Aug 23, 2019
      Senpai, do your best! Sometimes you just have to show a hint of anger or irritation. If you're too kind or tolerant, of course they'll not realize that they're treating you lightly. I've been friends with my buddies for 6 years now and still remember how they were shocked when I blew up after they ate my bento :blobowoevil_horns:. They knew then that my bottom line was food~ and that was good enough. They respected my snacks in the fridge since then but the bento eating got worse (been doing it til now) ~ those people :notlikeblob:.
      But yeah... If you feel bad about something, just tell them (if you think they're friendships are worthy because you're basically laying yourself bare with your bottomlines and weaknesses) it's your gamble. Mine worked after I realized that friends aren't limited in my own year. (That's cos I can't mesh with the same people my age) One of them was one year my senior and another one year my junior. :cookie:. Fate worked wonders for me...
      P.s. they're people who makes fun of my fujoshi-ness but would join my binge-ing of anime even if it's not in line with their usual interests... I so love them, I won't tell
    2. Negiomi Aug 22, 2019
      +1
    3. Evil_Ginger Aug 22, 2019
      Nah, fam. I work at a print center. I tend to have stuff everywhere while I work. A customer will walk up and place their shit ON TOP of the order I was just working on for a customer that took a seat and is watching the whole thing.

      I give them a smirk as I pull it out from under their purse or bag or whatever. In silence.

      And then I say, 'hello, be with you in a moment.'
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    4. Pray Alpha Aug 22, 2019
      I get this.
      as someone not very good at socializing, its not like I don't have any friends
      but it feels like you are being left out.
      and I don't mind it one bit, just sometimes in my head I totally cursed them.

      fuck them.
      I totally get this.
    5. TheAce485 Aug 22, 2019
      Sounds familiar.
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