I read danmei again #18

This is Angst
你把我弄丟了 作者: 阿姑不棄坑
I should not read this at night, i can't sleep because of crying sigh.
This is about toxic relationship, the mc (shou) is too kind and can't move on and stuck in his dreamland as if his relationship with the ML is still going well. The ml really is a scum i hate him so much. This is a short story with bad ending
(tw:suicide)

Spoiler: Mtl description

Do you like someone very much? I like it until I don't have him...
Be careful, this is a very realistic story. (It may also be very bloody) The giving is mutual, like a balance, if one day, which side is tilted too much, then it is time to collapse...
Jiang Wangzhi (MC) has passed the age when he can be sad and wanton venting, for many years The chasing has made him accustomed to loving Yu Ming (ML) when he loses himself.
The length is not long, the plot is not much, love is not enough.