Blue (Poems)

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Jevanka926

Grumpy and Awkward <3, Female
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Everyone was taking pictures with their friends
Laughing and hugging
We will have our separate ways from now on

I stood there, lost
Nobody asked me for a picture,
and everyone was too busy when I asked for one

Smiled and asked some friends,
"Would you like to take a picture with me?"
Showing our brightest smiles to the camera
Then I left
As some other friends took pictures in the yard

Sitting on the couch
Then my phone rang
Photos in the group chat
Everyone took pictures together
None of them has me there though

Not the first time
But I do hope that it's the last
Then I started to wonder,
Do I belong there?
No,
Have I ever belong anywhere outside my family?
I might not even belong in my own family

Awkward,
Stubborn,
Constantly in a daydream

Singing about blue
Turned off my phone
Then slept for another whole day
I'm always happier in my sleep anyway

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    1. Bad Storm Apr 12, 2021
      I like people watching
      The way people interact with each other
      I like watching from the sidelines
      The observer in the crowd
      The background in the play called reality
      Hence, I feel ill at ease with pictures
      I feel like they are capturing traces of me
      Pieces of memories I won't remember or care about
      They are evidences of my otherwise perfect crime of a life
      When I go, I want to be forgotten
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