Broken heart

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[Disinterested] [Sleepy] [Blithe], Male
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Broken heart and foolish memories
I wish I had never known you,
I wish I had never found you
Why?? Am I now grieving??
Hot tears falling on my cheeks
Blurring my eyes and my body feeling heated up.
Why?? I don’t understand why??
Why am I crying ?
I knew it was not possible but I couldn’t stop.
It was destined . Yes, you were destined to love her.
Why did I hope so naively, even when I knew the end.
The end which I saw today - holding her hands , answering her confession
Nooo! I don’t believe this is the end .

Locking myself in the room
With blaring rock music in my ears
Clutched my pillow sobbing.
Tears rolling down and my dry throat ached
I felt myself heating but I cared less
I wanted to hear nothing and just wanted to cry.

I always told myself never to hope
'Cause they never came true .
Yet I kept deceiving myself one they they would
But look now who is broken?? Them or me?
Ahhh!! I hate it I hate everyone
But why?? WHY ME ?? what sort of sin I have committed
For me to be in this accursed abyss??
Slumped on the bed with hot eyes and heated body,
Sweaty all over but I didn’t give a damn,
Crying here alone I don’t know anything anymore
I don’t know you nor do I know myself.

The next day – tired all over ,
Saw those two together and my heart throbbed
Like a knife slashing it up.
But I hardened myself and looked up
If your destiny is to love her , then mine is too walk past you
For my feelings for you were already killed last night .


I don't know what to write. My exam blade is hanging over me and I am writing this. Really I am honestly pretty bad at expressing my feelings. I wanted to write more realistically but I guess I could only write this much.:blobsweat: But I know one thing for sure
- Love is war where losing will get u broken without spilling blood.
Well this poem is written for second female lead who are used by authors just to make two ppl come together. Well, what do u guys think about love ?? Or more specifically heartbroken love??
Or maybe u experienced the same ??

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    1. ur mom aha Sep 1, 2021
      aww this is so sad : ( i love how descriptive this is, it's amazing.
    2. Zissel Aug 30, 2021
      This is so sad, yet so true:blob_teary::blob_teary: Beautifully written :blobsob::blobsob:
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    3. Happyman0512 Aug 30, 2021
      ok i well not :blobsad::blobangel::blobrofl:
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    4. Tech is life Aug 30, 2021
      @Happyman0512. Aw. Thanks for the reassurance. Well don't go around calling me milady . And I guess i same in the description u mentioned but I think everybody is. Me too don't know about love but I definitely know the love shown in animes. Lol. Well this is poem is just for that..
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    5. Happyman0512 Aug 30, 2021
      ah milady don't worry your writing or poem is nice
      i don't know about love
      but there sometimes i got hurt by the bond between me and my friend or relatives because i realized that half of them are just keeping apearances. And when i do get hurt by does bond,since i'm a insomniac i tend not sleep and think about it then let out some tears and fall asleep since i become too mentally tired to think anymore but at the end i'll be resigned and become indifferent to the said matter so rather than me becoming totally broken, i'll totally stick the pieces together, get used to it,and stop thinking about
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