The annoying thing about the internet, it's that it's really easy to lose contact with people.
At one day you're there, talking together, having fun... And on the next one... Poof, they're gone. You think nothing of it because not everyone logs in every day... Then a week passes, 2 weeks, a month, 3 months, a year... At one point you just miss the person... You just... Want to be together, yet they never come back, they never answer your calls.
It hurts, but there isn't much that can be done... But if there is one thing that hurts more though, is to find them again.
I say find, because they didn't come back... They just appeared at another place, a place with a somewhat similar community, that somewhat shared a group of people, that had the same idea behind it and... And they're a fucking mod!? Ah, gods fucking damn it.
I thought you were busy damn it. I thought RL caught you! I thought you didn't even have time to log-in due to how buried in work you were! And now you have enough time to be a fucking mod!? Seriously!? God damn it...
It hurts... I was worried... I was scared something might have happened... I missed you... I needed help at times... You were one of the few people I could open my heart to... And then you disappear without even saying bye... You didn't even say you were back, you just... Went somewhere else and left me behind... It hurts. It just... Hurts.
I don't get it... Was I worth this little in your eyes? Not even worth saying bye to? Not even worth saying you were back? You had my contact, I didn't have yours... It didn't hurt to say hi, did it?
I understand people disappearing... It happens... But to come back like this? It just hurts... I feel like I was the only one that cared...
Haa... Been a long time since I felt this... Angry. Angry at what though? Me? Because I know it's not at you... I don't even know... I'm sad though, this much I can tell at least... Haaaaaa...
Abandonment
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AliceShiki
『Ms. Tree』『Magical Girl of Love and Justice』, Female
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