Sweet tooth

The flickering signal inside me
Won't stop telling me to make a choice
Days go on, As the shade of the moon being scratched little by little

I'm forgetting the choice I make that day
I'm even don't remember what I eat last night
Living, Living, so hollow

Small mundane matter keep distracting me
Meaningless communication keeping me awake
Playing music sonata under keyboard noises
Melodies, Melodies that I don't bother to remember

Perhaps I'm just overly conscious
Don't worry the problem isn't visible
Thanks, I said to you who treats me as stranger

The flickering signal inside me
Won't stop aching rampaging with regret
Mistakes, pilling up covering the ground whenever I stepped

If it can be explained when i asked "why"
Maybe one day I able to leave something
"That's nonsensical" I mocked
"Are you feeling the same" I added

Nah,
Nothing...
There won't be any plot twist
This isn't fiction