Me: You see, lately I've been so busy with work and had almost no time to spare. I returned home, take a bath, and I actually wanted to read novels/manga or watch anime. But I was assaulted with drowsiness and felt asleep almost instantly. I was tired. Tired of living a mundane life, tired of being an adult. I wanted to be a kid. I don't understand how there are people who could do this for decades. I wanted to have fun, this isn't fun. I actually had seriously considered suicide once, but the thought of my mom being sad stopped me. What should I do to regain my happiness, spirit and motivation? What should I do?
I don't know what to think or what to feel. I have stopped giving fucks and all I feel is absolute nothingness. It kills me from inside. I'm a shell of who I used to be. I was once a teenager who was always happy. Did I use up my happy points? How do I farm these points. Watching anime and reading novels/manga? I don't have time for that anymore and I'm losing interest in it. What should I do? Please tell me FBI-san. Please come in and shoot me to death already.
FBI: the fuck?
FBI: Open up!
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