Death row

Date - 23/07/ 1986

6:25 am.

Joe woke me as usual, but I could see he was fidgety and kinder than before. Can't blame him, honestly don't know whom to blame now.


8:15 am

Don't know why but I checked the clock exactly at 8, just twenty four hours left. Is fate teasing me?.


1:55 pm

They said a pastor would come around 6, well anyone to spend the boredom would do, thinking I should ask that pastor about the doubts I had.


9:00 pm

The pastor was everything mint said, plain salesman. Kinda was hoping for something real, guess I'm going naive now.

The Meal was shit, they couldn't get even let me have this. Is Humanity a mask?. Ten times, it's the tenth time I've believed and let down, why do keep coming back to believing? .



1:08 am

Feeling I am ready, but I can't bring myself to sleep. Why is time so slow?.


4:27 am

Ok this will be my last record, I don't have much time.

If someone is reading this please burn it, there's no need for any change after today, it won't right me.

Maybe this is the first time I wished I had someone, maybe I do, if this is you, thank you for knowing me.


I just want to keep writing this whole day, I want to wake up and see tomorrow.


Ok, I'll go crazy if I wait any longer. Goodbye.