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Hefty Sum have gone awry, love was gone. Gibberish jewelry, given by the lonesome.

A man akin to humans, born from a noble bloodline, pondered about something he, himself can't answer. What the fuck does he want with his life? Sure things first, everyone wants money, power, and sex. But this little young fish wasn't satisfied with this answer, he seeks enlightenment, to open his blind senses to the world of true contentment. He wants to pursue a path that he, himself will enjoy. Not just some random shits that halfway will gone stale.

To his desire he succumb, he let loose his jargon of uncertainy. He wants to live a life full of joy, he wants to live a life he will enjoy. Thou shall not abide to mortal sins, Thou shall follow the ways of the truth. With this motto in life, the young boy seeks happiness. He just want to uncover what his fragile heart desires, what he want was to find something that will make his life meaningfull again. But what he doesn't know was the fact that the journey will be "Hard and Long."

In search for true happiness, he travelled the distant land of utopia. Expecting to find it easily, he scouts and checks every nooks and crannies of the land. Unfortunately for him, he can't even find a single trace of happiness, all he could find was suffering of those person bound by gambling.
He then cross the sea in search of the true happiness, there he arrived at the place called "Antartica." From there on he search relentlessly, from top to bottom, from mid to subterrain. Unfornutaely for him, he can't find a single trace of happiness, all he could find was the people suffering from hunger.
He then once again travel from land to land, crossing borders to borders. He arrived at a place called "Lusteria." He search from place to place, but to no avail failed to fulfill his mission. All he could find was people suffering form sexual abuse, sexual slavery and sexual extortion.
After the last search he have gone mad, for all he could witness was suffering and pain.

"I'm no sadist!"
He said.
"I'm no masochist!"
He added.
"All I want was to find contentment!"
Shouting for the bottom of his lungs, he gave his all just to say this outloud.

He sat on a corner crying for some moments, but was stopped when a unfamilliar voice address his name.

"Charity, My child!"
The voice exclaimed it's happiness when he saw the boy, the voice then echoed nearer and nearer.
"Where have you been this whole time?"
From that cue the boy raised his head, to his surprise it's his dad who came to pick him up.

"I want to find something..."
The boy said in a mellow voice.
"What is it?"
Asked by his father.
"Happiness!"


"HMMMMMMMM...HAHAHAHAHA!"
The father laughed, so hard that it echoed along the sea.
"Such a whim this child has, whoever you're trying to find was within yourself."
Added remarks.
"Huh?"
The child wondered for a minute then asked again.
"How can I find it then?"

"Simple as this, close your eyes and use your senses."

...
"I can't see a thing father!"
"Calm down my child, clear your mind and use your senses."
As the boy abide to his father's instructions, he began to wonder by himself.
"All this time... What was I'm trully looking for..."
It is at that moment that he have heard strange noises all over the place, he heard moans, screams, fake laughs, and criticism.
What have I been doing all this time, have I gone mad? What have I been doing this time l, have I gone blind? What have I been doing in this place, have I gone deaf? How can I ever turned a blind eye on my surroundings, how can I ignore such a fact?
This world is dying, yet all I've been doing was finding something which doesn't exist? Should it exist then no one will suffer? Who have created this realm? Have they slacked off and abandoned us? If no, then why are we like this? Whyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE...



Boy, being enlightened by the fact that the world was corrupted, ended up bursting to tears. His heart was clouded with anger over something which was futile to begin with, he was angry by the fact that he himself didn't notice his place. He's just one of the many person who seeks true happiness and contentment, yet he's inferior to them because of his conviction.

He then realized,
"What's the point for all of this? Am I here, just to suffer?"

But a thunder break his mood swings, he was so terrified not because of the shock, but because of the form of the thunder. It has a face of a man akin to his father, it has sound of a man akin to his dad. The lightning spoke.

"Just because you're correct doesn't mean you're right!!! It's true that the world was suffering, but I have sent you there to ease their pain! I have sent you there out of love!"
Charity then answered the sudden tsukkomi.
"Then why was I empty inside?!"
"It's because you're there to help them! You are made to help them, everytime you ignore them will cause your heart to feel dying inside."
So was charity really the answer to happiness?
It's love, but love is also charity and charity is love.
So what do you think was charity is happiness?

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    1. Clozdark May 18, 2018
      When rrading the emiya shirou quotes,,,:facepalm::facepalm: