Existence

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Kiss

{Cutie of the Chaos Family}, Female
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...Who am I really?
This question of which I could not get an answer despite an incalculable number of sleepless nights.
Am I really the person in front of my mirror, the same one who is writing to you day after day, where am I someone else?

...Can I really claim to be someone, when all of our world, our reality is only the observation and definition of our own being?
Can not I model this reality as I please?
To no longer suffer, no longer be alone in my own mind.

...Nobody chooses to be born, just as no one decides to leave reality that one has built without any answers.
Can we claim to be happy in this case?
To see the world evolving so spookily that we can question existential laws, but still have no satisfactory answer to our own existence.

...Tell me, I really exist?
I'm afraid not to exist, to be alone in this eternal cold of this senseless existence.
To never know the real happiness of having these answers.
...But tell me whoever reads me, do you really exist?

...I faint again in existence~

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Comments

    1. Femme Fatale Nov 7, 2019
      Don't worry, time will make questions like this unimportant.
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    2. Kiss Nov 7, 2019
      ...Hmm, I probably need to write a blog on time too~
    3. DragonMage18 Nov 7, 2019
      Can something/someone exist without time ?
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    4. Kiss Nov 7, 2019
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    5. Osamaru Nov 7, 2019
      Its not a question of figuring out Who you are, but Who you want to become. No one is anybody until they chose to become someone. That's what life is, choices.
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    6. Kiss Nov 7, 2019
      @Osamaru ...Hmm, just as what to expect is not the result but the road traveled?
    7. Osamaru Nov 7, 2019
      Rather its about asking yourself "Where is this road taking me?" rather than looking around at your current spot in the road and trying to predict it. If you don't like the Destination, then change roads.
    8. Kiss Nov 7, 2019
      @Osamaru ...I was not talking about me in this blog, but it was an art essay ~
      But, thank you what you said can help ~