Fighting for... Against...

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There might be several instances where the fights developed personal grudges and conflict because of a larger issue.

I don't know what's wrong with me... Why do I have to poke my nose in stuff where I am a third party and fight with those I am close to because of difference in opinions...

Personal fights are a different issue, but it's funny and unnecessary that why do I need to fight against a close one for "greater cause"...? Haha... Maybe because I just expect them to understand my point...

Sigh... I really need to stop caring so much about nuf...

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    1. Effugium Oct 10, 2019
      What happened?
    2. Evil_Ginger Oct 10, 2019
      NGL I really want to hit my mom and my brother some times. It hurts me that I cant talk to them because they just ignore me. Like, I understand I'm a nuisance but I desire interactions as well.

      Why must I be bullied by my own mom and brother?
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    3. AliceShiki Oct 10, 2019
      *hugs @Evil_Ginger * Ganbatte... Hopefully things get better to you in time... orz
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    4. Evil_Ginger Oct 10, 2019
      I noticed I am becoming heavily argumentative even though I dislike confrontation. I ended up bringing to the conversation a touchy subject about my brother to prove a point, but not to belittle him. It was to show that people who dont have discourse with others results in problems (such as the case where he attempted to run away walk to the east coast)

      And then I wind up looking the bad guy because I cant touch those kinds of bombs. "Well, grow up, mom. [My brother] cant be a spoilt brat forever."

      Then I got yelled at like I shot them or something.

      The truth of the matter is, I cant do anything at home. I have to keep up my facade even there and I am beginning to crack. It gets hard to stay normal and rational when every fiber of my being wants to just shout my true feelings.

      I kind of digressed.

      When in a fight or argument, people are quick to get riled up. Especially with people they care about. So I guess...it shows that you care, but the other person isnt always going to notice it.
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    5. AliceShiki Oct 10, 2019
      Ah... *hugs tight* It really sucks when we start making fights over issues with the people we care for... Especially when the issues are minor...

      Ganbatte Nyan-chan! >.<
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    6. SquadCammander354 Oct 10, 2019
      I've been there before, and it made both me and everyone else sad. :blob_teary::blob_teary::blob_teary: