Something that my mom has always said... And always made me thing she was kinda nuts, was that the things we do always generate some sort of energy.
Good things generate good energy, bad things bad energy, happy things happy energy, sad things sad energy... This sort of thing.
Not limited to actions though, happy thoughts being happy energy, and happy energy brings happy things... Kinda like that, essentially, if you're happy, you'll make other people happy, and happy things will keep on happening.
It's kinda... Eh? Not like I have any control of what kind of things happen when they're happening outside of my reach... But you know, maybe there is some truth to it, maybe mom isn't as nuts as I thought.
I was really depressive this last week, some bad things happened and I was feeling really tired and sad, I remembered other sad things that happened to me ages ago which made me even sadder, and well... This made me really unproductive, I was really annoyed at myself.
A few days ago though, a really happy thing happened, a really really really happy thing happened, I was waiting for it, hoping for it, but I didn't expect it to come this year, I was feeling great, I felt like I could do a lot more stuff, it was wonderful!
And well, that's the weird part, happy things started happening. Some other nice thing I was waiting for finally happened, something I have been missing since ages ago was found again, and a nostalgic occurrence that I really really wanted to see, was thrown right in front of my eyes.
It is not the first time something similar happens, but it was usually the opposite way around... When things were well, one bad thing happened, and other bad things happened one on top of the other, completely crushing me under their weight... This time, I was in the bad mood, and suddenly one good thing happened, one after the other, leaving me really really really happy.
It's a really nice feeling, it's not something that happens everyday... I wonder... How lucky must I be to get this much happiness in a single day? Maybe I'm just easily pleased? Well, I always considered myself easy to please, but still... It is a nice thing anyway.
Perhaps good things do attract other good things indeed, even if I don't have any control over most of them, having one good thing happening might somehow affect the surroudings to make them good too... I dunno, it's kinda nuts on my head, but it's what it's looking like to me.
Today has been a good day, still is. Hopefully it ends in a good note as well.
Happiness and Sadness
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『Ms. Tree』『Magical Girl of Love and Justice』, Female
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