I’ve been put in a tight spot. My hoarding issues has caught up to me and I need to get my sh1t together. I don’t want to face the consequence off my actions.I want to escape but I need to get a hold of myself and clean my space or else face the outcome. Damn, my selfishness has ruined me. Lol more like my bad habits. I really have to clean this clutter but it’s so hard. I feel so pathetic. This has been happening for years. I wonder what’s really going on with me? or what’s wrong?
I know it’s worthless but deleting the stuff I need to delete and parting with all these things isssoooooooo HARD. I just want to cry and breakdown—which I did
I really need serious help. We’ll get there... I think... maybe soon. Universe, help me!
*currently researching more about it and i want to cry while reading these articles. i love that the writers are so understanding and i feel so seen and heard. i should not beat myself up. ill save myself!