In Continuation of My Previous Rant

2009, November 09:
Two days ago there was another attack of PSVT. This time they had to use electrical cardioversion to restore normal heart beat.
It was decided that an EP study would be conducted and any extra nerve pathway attached to the heart muscles would be immediately destroyed through RF Ablation.
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Before starting, my doctor told me that they needed to induce PSVT artificially to detect the extra nerve pathway.
What???
This was not something I expected. Nor had anyone explained the procedure clearly to me.
Still, I braced myself. I must put on the brave front, I thought.
The first wave of pain jolted through me and threw my heart out of its calm rhythm. To my surprise, the pain this time travelled upward and throbbed at my temples.
All my vital organs were being monitored and I could not possibly be breathless.
Still, I struggled for breath. The violent pain coiled and coiled within my body and smashed everything from my temples to my guts.
I wanted to thrash out but couldn't move a single finger. I had been put under local anaesthesia and could not move a limb. I looked at my body lying peacefully on the operating table, while inside me, pain was squeezing and scrambling everything!
Unable to move, I could only groan. But it seemed I had no voice, for the doctors were calmly going through their job and chatting among themselves. They didn't look at my face. For them, I was just a body to operate upon.
I felt consciousness ebbing in and out of my body while the pain raged on and on like some violent wildfire.
Suddenly, something strange started to happen. I felt my body starting to float. There was a mellow light around me and through this light my body started moving head forward, as if I was being sucked away ever so peacefully into something far away.
All my pain was already gone. I was dying.
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I woke up and found that the pain was gone indeed. I could move my hands again.
My doctor said the operation was successful. They had destroyed almost all the extra nerve pathways. Most probably there would not be any more occurrences of PSVT in my life.
But what was happening just now?
When my dad heard about this, he said "Forget it." But I could not. I wanted to know just what had happened with me.
I came to know that this was NDE- Near death experience. Not any near death experience, but the Near Death Experience.
I read countless articles describing and analysing this so-called phenomena. Some mystified it and some discarded it.
But I knew for sure that something strange had happened to me.
I had passed through death and was passed back into life.
Nine years have passed since then. A lot of things has changed.
I have started to believe in fateful encounters. I have started to believe that in our life we are destined to meet certain people and to touch certain lives.
Why else should I be given back here?