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Nyann

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So, hi! This is Nyan's third blog post.

Nyan has got quite a good response from her last two blogs. Thank you for your good reviews! They are a big motivation for me :blobsnow::blobsnow::blobsnow::blobsnow:

Some have also asked me to write more blogs, and sure! Why not? Nyan likes this too. :blobtaco: And also I am not afraid of this...

Some may know that Nyan has repeatedly told, she has a fear of creating (general chat) threads. Yes, it's true, or else what do you call it when your heart beats wildly, your breath feels uncomfortable, your brain feels muddled and you're sweaty and low-key start shivering?

I don't have the same feeling when I create a Novel thread probably because I can predict how people will react. It will be a tame purposeful discussion. However General chat threads have the potential for a lot of exposure, hence lot of likes (my bae) and a lot of criticism as well. Or else they are extremely boring (come on! Drama is laifu!)

But it seems Nyan has received quite a good response from her recent general chat threads. And nyan is very grateful for that!!! But I still, it doesn't convince me enough to create more...

Maybe because in those threads i am afraid to be myself. And I think too much. "What if they think my thread is shit?", "What if nobody replies to it?", "What if I receive no likes?", "What if I get reported?"

But on the other hand it feels like in blogs I can "be myself". I can rant out my feelings and feel safe because it doesn't get much exposure. Can call it my "NUF diary"?

So, yes! This is all it's about this time! I will be writing more! Lol I might start writing every hour cause I have to fill up waaay too many entries in this "NUF diary". And may even drop in some real life incidents...

Look forward to more!

Thanking you,
Nyan

Comments

    1. Nyann Mar 15, 2019
      I guess irrationality and emotions is one of the things that makes us human @Ms Otter.... Even fear...
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    2. Ms Otter Mar 15, 2019
      @Nyan sempai fear of anything~ I fear the toilet bowl!
      it's an irrational emotion~
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    3. Nyann Mar 15, 2019
      @Ms Otter "fear of creating threads"??? Really? ...
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    4. Ms Otter Mar 15, 2019
      sempai, fear is a natural part of us!
      *patsu*
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    5. Silver Snake Mar 14, 2019
      Relax
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    6. Nyann Mar 14, 2019
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    7. Sannnnn Mar 14, 2019
      Try it in posts:blobtaco::blobtaco::blobtaco:
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    8. Nyann Mar 14, 2019
      @Sannnnn idk lol I can like here. Maybe it's back? Or it's just like conversations?
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