Jealousy is a disease and-

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Cerene

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jealousy is a disease and-
I'm happy for you.
I'm sorry I don't mean that. my heart is eating me alive and I feel terrible about myself. You don't deserve this. You deserve all the happiness you've made for yourself. I am on the floor, and I can't believe I can't get up. I can't believe my fingers are turning blue with rage and my head full of lies I believe. I can't believe I want to destroy the hard work you've gone through and put the aching you've held in your hands for so long, back. I remember watching tenet a few weeks ago; the antagonist wanted to destroy the world because he was dying. If I can't have it, no one else can. I remember thinking, what an asshole. the world does not revolve around you. the sad, tiny, yellow truth comes down to this: I'm an asshole. it's not so different, is it? the blood curdles and turns sour, and everything is not so sweet anymore. If I could take a picture, it would be one of me, alone, and you, alone, two separate people, not touching, not even close. I take back all the well wishes I sent you. I'm sorry I mean that. it's just, I know I'm happy for you. I'm happy for you. but I wish I was happy for myself too.

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    1. Cerene Jul 10, 2021
      @Agentt oops I didn't know that little cutie. Thanks. :bloblove:
    2. Agentt Jul 10, 2021
      Nee chan, in blogs, you get a notification when we comment, but we don't get one when the poster comments. So you have to mention people like Nee chan to have us know
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    3. Cerene Jul 10, 2021
      Ahhhh don't cry Granny.
    4. Muskanoo Jul 10, 2021
      I really want to cry bcz it's too touching bcz I also feel that jealousy so it's quite understandable
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    5. Cerene Jul 10, 2021
      I know right. *Pat pat*
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    6. Agentt Jul 10, 2021
      O.0)
      I feel like nee chan is being too kind lately
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