Late Night Blabbering

Did you felt such heart-wrenching feeling as you peek through the gaps of the curtains and into the night with the moon shining recklessly, bearing such coldness, while wishing that you came upon a wishing star and whisper impossible dreams that you can never hold tight in your hands?

Tonight, I felt such feeling as I felt my heart breaking into pieces as I watched my reflection breaks into something I couldn't fathom. Something sinister. Something miserable. Something ugly. Something vile.

Something so poisonous and acidic that you couldn't even swallow your own saliva.

It even makes your cry tears of blood as you feel like clawing your flesh— it was so painful. A feeling so faithless that you even start questioning the fundamentals of your own being.

"Who are you?" I started asking myself but only I could accompany myself. No one answered as I kept sinking into the abyss.

No one even stared back.