Mind readers...

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Sometimes I am like... "How do you know that?!" for some people. But ofc I never said that because that's practically confirming their words :sushi_dead:

What happens actually? Sometimes I get so curious about the underworld of this forum. Where intimate friendships start and where gossips get relayed. Ofc blog is one of them, where more honest (idk what else should I call it?) people pour out their feelings and experience censoring critical parts of it. At least according to me. Well personally I believe people deserve to know what's up with my mood before messing with me that's it. Also unlike those who can promtly hold a conversation, I don't always feel like speaking directly. Besides I need to get some facts straight about myself because I am not only a doll made for Rp...

But honestly. There are some people who I need to tell everything and lay myself bare to see how I am and there are these people whom I have hardly told anything yet they seem to know so much about me... This also makes me afraid a bit. At the thought that if they know these things, then perhaps an utter stranger to me out there lurking the forums and following my posts, knows about me more than an individual I am fairly close to...

As for why I don't blog much these days... Well. I just realized. Why should I tell so much about myself? It's true I like writing stories of my own though. Besides I am not so active lately...

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    1. Nyann Aug 10, 2019
      Lol @Tony I got a bot here commenting in my blog it seems :blobrofl:
      :blob_plusone: and what's this??!!! :aww:
    2. jbturkle Aug 10, 2019
      @in_awe murder is a crime
      Please spare me
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    3. SummerForest Aug 10, 2019
      @in_awe I'm in the abyss every day. I've my friends and close people here and I look into pp posts every day. So I knew the hell (xD) of spam you made when you first became active here.
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    4. in_awe Aug 10, 2019
      @SummerForest ....I was so sure you only knew the time I tried to kill da banana.....How much do you know? I was surprised but delighted when you said you knew about my poisoned cakes. I dunno, I thought it was a fun experience. But how much do you know? *stares*
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    5. SummerForest Aug 10, 2019
      @in_awe you were surprised when I talked to you for the first time. Well, I was here when Clay and you were playing havoc (read spamming). I was waiting for you guys to cool down and settle in the abyss Haha
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    6. in_awe Aug 10, 2019
      In all honesty, I have two sides of me. One is controlled by the mind and the other by the heart. I tend to overthink and hold my emotions yet at the same time, I'm so straightforward because I don't think twice before I speak. It's a weird balance but it works lol.

      Edit: I think a lot of it depends on the people around you. If people are willing and they reach out, then you let yourself go.
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    7. in_awe Aug 10, 2019
      @SummerForest ...QAQ! Thank you! I taking that compliment. Honestly, I have all these walls up in my mind but when it comes to act, I just react instantly. I don't think about it. Sometimes, it does reflect the playful me. I guess, in a way, you have to trust that no one is going to do something harmful.

      *squeal* Fairly good writer. *blushes*
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    8. thisworldofmine1 Aug 10, 2019
      They probably know you well because they can put themselves in your situation and understand you. They're probably the type of people who try to listen and observe. Meanwhile, I'm so blunt and strange that people don't need to guess what im thinking because I always say it out loud. ^^;
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