I’m so tired of hearing your opinion about how I should live my life based on my sex. I can’t believe you told me that I can’t be equal to man because I’m a women. How could you just belittle me to my face? I’m so tired of this. I have so hear this every week and sometimes everyday? I agree with some points, like I’m not worth more then a man... but I’m sure as hell not worth less then a man. It’s because you say things like this I have a hard time not shutting you out. I’m trying so hard to listen but I can’t when you say this. I’ve told you this. I’ve told you that I disagree. I’ve told you I don’t want to hear your opinion on this. But you don’t listen. I don’t tell you how much it hurt to hear you say “You aren’t equal to a man and if you think that you are evil”. It makes me want to curse you out, flip you off, and walk out. I can tell you I strongly disagree with you but that’s it. After the conversation I feel pathetic for not standing up for myself more. But what am I supposed to do? Loss my cool and do all the things I want to do? Get angry, yell, and slam thing? I don’t want to be affected by these word you say but since I am affected all I can do is control how I act. I don’t want to get angry and say something stupid, mean, and hurtful simply because my feelings are hurt. I’ve already told you my thought and yet you don’t stop. You push it off and say “I’m too inexperienced to think correctly”. Let’s stop for a moment and say that was true(I know crazy) that is something I will have to figure out on my own. It’s true that I am inexperienced in somethings but not this. It’s not a phase, it me finally getting tired of your asinine opinion being shoved down my throat. You have done so much for me and I am very grateful. But I’m not going to change something like my beliefs on my worth as a person because you tell me too. Okay rant complete! I might regret posting this and delete it later but for now here is a venting of my thoughts. I know this is negative and I don’t like posting negative things but I really feel the need to vent.