Sometimes I look up to the sky, and wonder why, why has every day been this way, I start to wonder would it be better to just simply disappear, maybe then I'd be something to notice and look back on, rather than be overlooked and looked down upon.
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Lately I've been wondering was loving you really wrong, the pain I felt still haunts me to this day, the heartbreak still scars me, the memories still haunt me, the betrayal still surreal, would it have always gone this way? Where did I go wrong? was I simply wrong in loving you all along?
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Bestfriends I thought I had those too, but why is it that I'm always all alone, did I push them away? or has it always been this way? was I simply too delusional. or just too lonely that a mere acquaintance became a crutch, have I simply been living in a dream till today?
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Life is full of twists and turns, So I'll cherish my time for the future may be bleak, the past full of mistakes, so I'll cherish the present so I won't have regrets.
So I'll chase my dreams and pursue my ambition
I will be as free as a bird and soar to the skies I'll spread my wings and be free.
I will leave this page of my life with no regrets.
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To him she was rain
To her he was sunshine
together they made a rainbow
a pact of a lifetime
they live through thick and thin
scalding heat and harsh rains
opposing they may be but forever we see at the end of one's plight they come together to show delight.
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If possible I want to sleep to the sound of your voice, wake up to your cheerful giggles, look at a scheming grin leave with a heartfelt smile and do it all over again. (Forgot if I actually made this one.)
Only for me to fall asleep in despair, eat with no flair, leave with no care as I am not able to compare, that is why before I sleep I silently weep and hope my dreams become reality. (Oh yeah this is mine)
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