Random thoughts regarding human relationships

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It was an interesting Saturday today. It started off like normal, with a three hour "shower" where I drain my whole phone battery by reading half in the shower. It's really comfortable. Anyway, I got out at about 12:30 or so, and after a short time of sitting on my bed I heard my dad come home from working on his renovation project. He proceeded to angerly knock on my door and demand I help him work on the house today. Now, I'm just about to go on a week long camping trip as the main organizer, and this is the last day to prepare so I naturally refused him of this, after which he started yelling about how I'm being very selfish (for not wanting to do hard labour for free on his personal project) and stormed off seeming to understand I wouldn't budge. I spent the rest of the day avoiding him out of the city and it seemed that he calmed down and apologized when I got home late at night. I find it interesting that my perception of my dad had changed from being a family member to a hostile NPC as soon as he started displaying this unusual characteristic of himself. I find it interesting how easy it is for me to detach myself from someone, and idly think of ways to adjust my life to no longer require any interaction with that person. I think that this strategy of avoiding and abandoning anyone who becomes hostile to me is a pretty good one that will likely serve me well in the future. I know I've casually broken off all contact with multiple close friends in the past and I'm pretty happy with myself.

It turns out I'm really tired at midnight and can't think straight so ignore this if it doesn't make any sense, as I don't dare to read it back to myself.