If I’m mad, I sleep.
If I’m sad, I sleep.
If I got nothing done, I sleep and hope I get it done later.
Oh? You’re approaching me? I had a bad day? I sleep, of course.
Sleep, where do I go when I sleep?
Am I somehow dead? In this world what’s reality and what’s a dream?
I’ve never had lucid dreams.
I kinda I jus’ drift there in nothingness.
Until there is a brightness.
One so blinding that I could wake up, but I don’t.
I don’t and I continue to drift, to watch,
to see all the ppl who passing me by.
I drift and watch as the story unfolds.
Each story growing into a mold.
Some somber, some ecstatic, some even thrilling!
But even so, it was entertaining to watch.
That’s all I am in my dreams: a ghost.
And jus’ like a ghost, my dreams vanish as I wake up.
Try as I might, I simply can’t go back to sleep.
As I’m up and about and continuing my day; the dreams follow me, hunt me, and I agonize over what could happen next.
Distracted, I’m in this perpetual state of confusion and curiosity. Eventually I let it all go until, it becomes night again.
— D
12.30.19
Sleep.
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