Thank you message to NU/NUF

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"The Corrupted Queen"
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After being in a relationship for six years this person sent me this message while I was working ..
[ May 2, 2016 ]
"I've been meaning to tell you that I want to break up with you .."

It's been a year. It's been a one whole year; since you left me all alone; since you ruined my life; since you broke me into a thousand of unrepairable pieces. *chuckles*

It was really tough you know? I felt like dying everyday.
I missed you everyday. I just eat,sleep,work and so on.
It was like I deteriorated into an unwanted egg.
I was in denial everyday. I thought that maybe you will come back to me.
Or that you will realized that I was the one who loved you the most.

I stopped keeping track of days, listening to any songs,and the only thing I did was read novels in Novel Updates.(I didn't know the Forum yet) I thought I was numb already, but I thought poorly. The Damn Valentine was ahead and all the damn memories were coming back to haunt me. And so, for my last desperate struggle I decided to find someone, anyone, that I can talk to. And I found Novel Updates Forum.

Feb 13, 2017 ~
I met Shem, CDLevit, Nef and I thought that "This place is fun!", and while I was searching for True Star's spoiler, I coincidentally came across the last call for the NUF VALENTINE MIXER EVENT. And for someone who was desperately looking for someone I can talk to for that day, I signed up.

Feb 14, 2017 + ~
I got a new account. I met lots of new people but there was ONE person who made a big impression on me. When I met him I thought that he was very fun. I consider him now as my "Mother Goose" because when I broke out of my shell, He was there. He was the one who welcomed me into this world. And he was the one who made me feel happiness again. So that was probably why I chased after him like a chick following its mother. Even though it didn't end well with him. He was the one who opened all the possibilities for me. You saved me. Thank you.

P.S Thinking about it now.. I may not have been alone back then because I was already part of you guys.
Thank you very much for accepting someone like me. *bows*

Update:
May 21, 2017 would have been our "8th year Anniversary".

P.S.S I am with someone new now. I know that it may or may not hurt me someday but
I have you guys so I guess it's okay to try again. :love:

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    1. Silver Snake Nov 6, 2018
      I'm not crying! You're crying!
    2. MEGA SPARTA CHICKEN Sep 16, 2017
      I'm no break up chicken I only meme.
    3. Ko Jun 10, 2017
      @Yurika Hahaha! If you do let me hear too~! Thanks for reading ❤❤❤
      Yurika likes this.
    4. Raneday Jun 10, 2017
      It's fine sooner or later you'll just laugh at those memories, For some reason rereading it makes me want to sing the blog >.>
      Koalala likes this.
    5. Ko Jun 10, 2017
      @Yurika We were too young and rash I guess .. I was 17 and that person was 14 only ... We were being stupid..
    6. Raneday Jun 10, 2017
      hmmm well it's part of technology I guess? Most of courting happens on texting/chat/calls
      Koalala likes this.
    7. Ko Jun 10, 2017
    8. Raneday Jun 10, 2017
      ...
      hmmm wait you have a another account aside from this?
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