Well. When i was a kid.
Im not sure myself, how do i start telling this the idea when i was a kid...
So, remember when you started to had consciousness? I mean, when you start to considering the other and your little ego in your head as a kid.
Yes, when you start to considering other than your parents and family as a living thing.
I can remember, how odd i feel when interacting with other. But not that much of a thought to think.
But, i once had this thought that haunting me... Not really haunting, but hanging in the back of my mind.
Is this life just a dream and all that i interact with is just a facade.
Or, all of this just a simulation that was to judge me if i was a good or a bad person in life before I get my pass to heaven or hell. And im not really interacting with the same thing as i am
I dunno how things like this hanging in ny head when i was a kid...
But that sure passed by the time I spend.... till i remember i had a thought about it