This post will explain why I havent posted in a while and a lot of misspellins cause its 3am
- my (Younger) brother had a moment of angst because i told him how i felt about something he was doing
- got a haircut
- (younger) brother says no one understands him and how he wants to kill himself
- I yell at him saying he doesnt know how good he has it and how i used to cry myself to sleep sometimes and that i thought about suicide a lot after some incidents
- me and (younger) brother fought (physically)
- mom cried
- had to take pharm. tech classes
- dad told me has a nerve problem
- my (older) brother is cheating on his girlfriend with a girl that might be preggo with his kid
- my uncle spent 2 days at a hookers house even though hes married and has 2 kids
- uncles girlfriend and kids spends the night at my grandmas (moms mom) house because she didnt know what to do
- my cousins out of jail (thats a good thing)
- sister and me went to the fair
- learned my sister has a mental disorder from my dad after he told me about the nerve problem
- got back into playing some PS3 games cause i have a mountain of em
Lifes been pretty hectic but i love it cause it means im here and that im not alone in some bad place
also no i dont have anymore suicidal thoughts cause i learnt that life isnt just dark, there are beautiful things that can happen and that love beats a lot of things
What has happened for me to not post anything.
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