What has happened for me to not post anything.

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Mnotia

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This post will explain why I havent posted in a while and a lot of misspellins cause its 3am

  1. my (Younger) brother had a moment of angst because i told him how i felt about something he was doing
  2. got a haircut
  3. (younger) brother says no one understands him and how he wants to kill himself
  4. I yell at him saying he doesnt know how good he has it and how i used to cry myself to sleep sometimes and that i thought about suicide a lot after some incidents
  5. me and (younger) brother fought (physically)
  6. mom cried
  7. had to take pharm. tech classes
  8. dad told me has a nerve problem
  9. my (older) brother is cheating on his girlfriend with a girl that might be preggo with his kid
  10. my uncle spent 2 days at a hookers house even though hes married and has 2 kids
  11. uncles girlfriend and kids spends the night at my grandmas (moms mom) house because she didnt know what to do
  12. my cousins out of jail (thats a good thing)
  13. sister and me went to the fair
  14. learned my sister has a mental disorder from my dad after he told me about the nerve problem
  15. got back into playing some PS3 games cause i have a mountain of em

Lifes been pretty hectic but i love it cause it means im here and that im not alone in some bad place













also no i dont have anymore suicidal thoughts cause i learnt that life isnt just dark, there are beautiful things that can happen and that love beats a lot of things

Comments

    1. Silver Snake Aug 20, 2018
      You have such a colorful family. Kinda jelly. Also not at the same time.
    2. Mnotia Aug 20, 2018
      I didnt explain which brother was which and thats all on me sorry
    3. Tramsloof Aug 20, 2018
      You are overwhelmed with the care for everyone around you, and you feel unable to help them or change their lives for the better.

      What you need to do is take a step back from everything and just relax. Then, if you want to play your part, do it one at a time. Start from the closest, your own brother.

      Now don't judge your brother or antagonise him further. He's not having it easy from the looks of it too. Just talk to him with no judgements, and just listen to him. Tell him that you will be with him as his support no matter what, and deal with him using positive reinforcements rather than criticising him. Tell him that you are sorry for what you said last night but you were just shocked because you couldn't believe that your brother could do this. Now you are willing to be there for him, and that you want to listen to him.

      In all of this, know that, first take care of yourself. If you are angry or influence by other emotions, you will only make the matters worse. Once you are calm and in control, only then engage with the problematic party.

      Well, good luck!
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