In school we try to get good grades, getting on the good books of teachers, making friends, trying to fit in, trying to make it seem happy and jovial.
At home, to please your dad, not to show any pain, seem close to your cousins even when they are d*ks.
At work, trying to agree with nonense from peers, trying not to tell the boss you are dumb, trying to over work to please, trying to under work to f*king please your jealous b*tchs...
Even in f*king relationships, trying to be open, trying to not feel suffocated, trying to always keep up....
Its always f*king trying to do something for someone...once you start to do something for yourself then you are a f*king prick, a parasite, uncultured couth, cold hearted b*stard, f*k one can't even earn to get basic food to survive without trying to do something for someone else.
F*ck this give and take policy, it's so f*king unbalanced even if you scale elephant and bacteria it would seem more balanced.
Sigh.... Biggest irony, we "try" to live for ourselves...
Idk why I'm getting frustrated at this again, I think I've come to peace with it, but every other day my bottom line is tested, everyday it feels like a work...s*t I miss those days when I was lost in the world of Pokemon, dragon ball z.... Now even when I watch those my brain only reminds me of what I lost XD F sometimes it hits hard.
I swear if any of my younger cousins tell me once more they want to grow up...I'll send them off shore to fend for themselves XD.
Why do we try so hard
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Zeusomega
M.D of Olympus Pvt Ltd. Seeking [Boltzmann brain], Male
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