Worth More Than Myself

I don't hate you.
This is just what I do
To express what I feel
Cause I'm shy specially
Infront of you.

I tease you.
Because this is the way
I could roundabout compliment you.
So everytime I say your ugly
In truth your beutiful.

You're always in my sight
Even if you think otherwise.
Cause everytime your not looking
Im always taking a glance at you.
And if our eyes met, I'll look at you
with a funny face plastered.

Do you remember all the time
that I'm exceptionally silent.
It was the time that I'm battling
myself to say what my heart desire.

Remember the time
I was gone for week?
I was miserable then.
Knowing someone's
holding you in his arm.

I was devastated
Miserable even.
Punched a wall just to vent
my pain and stupidness.
I didn't felt the blood nor
the pain of my hand back then.
Cause the image of you laughing
with somebody, not myself, hurts
more than everything.

Now that your crying
In my arms.
I regreted
Not saying what I trully feel
Back then.
Because I know now.
That your my everything
Which is worth more than
Myself.