Young Adult Depression

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Do you feel depressed sometimes? That you feel so bad you just want time on your own to sort yourself out. It's like jumping down the rabbit hole and needing that darkness and quiet to just let the world go by in silence for awhile. Or having some suicidal thoughts?

Yeah. I have this kind of depression.

I spend a lot of time wondering what dying feels like, it must be painful. What dying sounds like? If I’ll burst like those notes, let out my last cries of pain, and then go silent forever?

Sometimes I even don't have the energy to talk. Sometimes it all feels fake—doing anything nice feels weird. Sometimes it's hard to concentrate. Then negative thoughts would come rushing inside my head, and it makes me feel unworthy of being around others, or I would doubt that others do really care about me or want to be with me.

There are many many reasons and these are just a few. And because of that, I tend to distance myself away from anyone or everyone.

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    1. Silver Snake Aug 20, 2018
      Everyone on NUF wuvs you!
    2. Incarneous Jul 15, 2017
      Possibly because there's too much information, youths of today are isolated.

      Reach out and connect! Who cares what dying feels like? We'll all die sooner or later! Burn brightly while you live. Charge recklessly. Often the first step is most difficult.

      ... from personal experience.

      In any case, I was never here. Though feel free to find me if you want.
    3. Raizhee Jul 14, 2017
      *sits on waifu's lap*

      Whenever you feel like you gotta talk it out you can just tell me
      Osamaru likes this.
    4. Osamaru Jul 14, 2017
      *Pats @Shem * I've told you before. If you every seen the need to talk, or even just rant or rave, I'd listen.
      I'm more hurt by people not saying anything and being sad than I am by someone's words.
      So don't feel like you've every got to hide anything or hold back.

      It's better to live with a moment of Awkwardness than a lifetime of Bitterness and Regret.

      Keep on Smiling, @Shem and if you can, than just come here and we'll do it for you.
      yuzuki likes this.
    5. Khukai18 Jul 14, 2017
      Why you tag me? @jmf028
      Girl, you're not alone. There are others like you and me who feels exactly the same thing. I can totally relate to your situation because I've been feeling that for the longest time and probably since forever. I'm still dealing with this but there are a lot of people willing to help you carry your burden if you think it's too much. You need to reach out and speak. You have friends and family, if you wanna talk about it, I'm willing to listen...or read, it actually helps. You can cry it out. You probably feel broken, knocked down, defeated by the constant shits that life throws at you or probably felt pain the most you can't handle. You are building walls against others to protect yourself from hurt, I know it too well.
      Let other people help you. You might feel pathetic or you can't share your feelings easily, believe me it's the hardest part. You will never be a burden. I cannot say we are dealing with the same problem as I don't know what caused you to be that way. I'm willing to share mine if it can help you and I'm totally willing to listen to you, I'll be your ate Khai....
      jmf028 likes this.
    6. jmf028 Jul 14, 2017
      Just read my recent, cringeworthy profile post complaining about ratings, and read the comments that follow XD. This site has helped me twice now!
    7. episod3ux Jul 14, 2017
      Welp that's what friends and family for. At least real friends. Is not like you are asking for a solution to everything just to someone to listen to what's on your heart and try to cheer you up.
      doomeye1337 and jmf028 like this.
    8. jmf028 Jul 14, 2017
      Oh @Shem, let it all out girl, thank you for expressing yourself.
      Remember this: You are one of the fastest risers in fame here on NUF. You joined this year, and already surpassed many in the likes department :)
      I am not afraid of you commiting suicide, do you know why? Because you are afraid of it. Having thoughts and being unable to act on them due to fear is actually very very common. It's part of the many challenges in life. The comedian Louis C. K. once said something along the lines of, the living consists of people who didn't kill themselves yesterday XD. I know, it's a darker kind of joke, but I think understanding that you are not alone is the biggest step to knowing you will feel better again.
      I am going to repeat to you what I said to @Khukai18 , When you get out of this slump (and you will, trust me) hang on to that feeling, because when you fall back into another one (which you will) you know it doesn't last forever ;)
      Katsono likes this.
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