Well ntr is bad...oh wait, i am an old man that looks like the mc in this ntr doujinshi....i guess i roleplay as the netori part... Hufh... feels so good
First time for everything, welcome to the club. Got into this rabbit hole by accident as well, used to sticked to vanilla and now am sucking off the negative emotions for juice.
.... iirc some doujins did that, then the gf complained its too small... OUCH Wanna type out the name of the doujin...nah.
I will give you this manhwa "The Legend of Maian" It's a manhwa by Lim Dall-young, so you know it will never be completed. Then the latest event got NTR s**t so I can't even forget about it.
it's all about f*cking leaving the MC. the first time I read an NTR novel I dropped it halfway then read BL novels. Goodness Yaoi-sama saved me.
It hurts when you read NTR and it will hunt you for 3 nights that's why, whenever that happens, I read a lot of fluffy things ahahah
well, the pain can make you grow... somehow... back when school days was a thing, I curiously watch it. stops a while after the NTR scene of the official girlfriend then marathon the rest out of curiosity... and curiosity killed the cat hard with a nice boat. lucky me that I have bokusatsu tenshi dokuro chan stored in my hdd at that time ready to watch. all that depression, sadness, and the things stuck in my throat, all of it, was bashed clean to oblivion by excalibolg. tl:dr just read some comedy manga or something common to it. laughter is best medicine.
What you do is don't place yourself in the perspective of the one getting cucked, but the one doing the fucking. You are the pool boy, you are the mail man, you are the plumber, and you are the pizza boy fucking the horny wife.