Spoiler For my deleric favorite/ For my abandoned love(?)/버려진 나의 최애를 위하여

IIVISS · Jul 16, 2022

Darari said: ↑

Alright let me join my first spoiler thread Anyway, just wanted to emphasize that I read the entire main story by MTL, so there may be some deviation to the actual storyline.

Although the accusations against the temple was raised by the nobility, and ogFL was involved since she’s the saintess so this accusation may cause her dethronement. Therefore, the emperor who loved the ogFL as if its his own daughter, felt hesitant to confirm the temple embezzlement. At the end, after the ML retreat his accusations, there’s no really telling what happened to the temple after that. Perhaps they just proved the temple’s embezzlement and the temple loses their influence in the palace? Only that the ogFL begins to accept more noble maid into the palace instead of the usual priest that overrule the palace.

He went to war(?) kindaish. He actually went outside the border to bring up negotiations to the other party so the empire won’t be attacked. I think it was business negotiations, and the FL at this point no longer know what will happen hence she is anxious. This is the part where she start to lose appetite and think she’s going to die like the previous timeline. The ogML visited her during this time and got to know that she is a regressor (she didn’t tell him that she’s rather a transmigrator) and the ogML begins to be worried about her upcoming death and start sending doctors

Actually before he went to war, he already love the FL. How do I know? Well as mentioned in the spoiler beforehand, at first, the ogFL trynna win back the ML by giving him a temple’s bead bracelet? But the ML no longer feel anything for the ogFL and burn the bracelet into ashes savage At that time he also made his mind to be a real couple with the FL. So, he actually went forward and then tell the FL his mind and that’s when they have their first kiss. The ML made his move first! Although at this point FL still unsure of the ML’s feeling and think he still like the ogFL. BTW, he’s not saying he will love her after he return from the war or he hasn’t love her, he’s saying that she should be prepared since after he return he will snu snu with her immediately

He doesn’t actually care about the crown prince couple anymore. So when the ogFL did appeared shamelessly to apologize, he just didn’t care. The ogML beg him to retreat his accusations, and so he did. He actually just do this for the FL and since he understood that FL wanted the crown prince couple to suffer for his own’s sake. However, he doesn’t want anything to do with them and even ogFL’s apology seemed insincere. He just wanted to focus on being couple with FL now especially when the FL thought that she’s going to die soon and move faraway to leave the past behind him again, the past is in the past

She’s a righteous person, who doesn’t accept any wrongdoing. She’s quite selfish because she doesn’t want to change herself and expect others to adjust to her. What do I mean by that? Take this for example, when they have tea party together, she served the noble women cheap cookies and teas expecting them to practice frugality with her and when the ogFL started a soap business, the FL commented how she should’ve not charged money for the soap and instead give it for free. Then, when she was called out by the ogFL, she went to victimize herself and refuse to admit her mistake. It takes her awhile to apologize to ML not even due to guilt but because of necessity to idk win him back The ogML even gave her a chance to rekindle back their relationship but i guess she’s a stubborn woman. Funny moment though, she’s so religious that during the time she failed the ship investment, instead of blaming herself, she said it’s a hardships from God and that the FL is a devil that should be exterminated. She even prayed for hours so the FL will die and for the ML to return to her.

He’s fine. He’s the first one to admit that the ML had greatly suffered so him and the ogFL can have their ‘happy endings’. Did he like the FL? I guess more towards admiration as said in the few replies before. Personally, I think there’s potential for him to actually like the FL. But then FL only focuses on the ML, therefore ogML, aware of that never actually put his feelings further and just waited for ogFL to repent to which she never did In the original novel before the ending though I feel both ogFL and ogML are lazyass, while they have their romance somewhere, ML was busy cleaning up their mess and that’s why they took him for granted.

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Hello I have a question when you say the ogFL want to win back the ML it happen bcz she didn't have any feeling for ogML or just want to overcome the FL? and when does ogFL start to win back the ML? Does she do anything like seduce the ML or smth?

Elste said: ↑

Thank you so much to the one who posted the full MTL. So since I skipped some parts don't ask me about the specifics, but I will give an overall sequence of events.

So, Hestia & the Marquisate have a soap business for commoner people. Diana invites Hestia to a tea party and there she starts to criticize her because the soap should be free if they want to set a good example. However Hestia retorts her and it ends with Diana pouring tea on Hestia.
Madam Harmonia (the one who actually convinced Hestia to go to the party) is extremely embarrassed by that. And this is the start of her splitting with Diana, and overall Hestia makes emphasis in how Diana took Kaelus and Harmonia for granted and never apologized or admitted she was wrong in the end Harmonia will accept Hestia's propose and will leave the capital and become the manager of the Attica state (Hestia's land)

So as I said before, Hestia had proof of the temple's corruption and Helios knows about it so he negotiates with her, she won't release the information and he will give Kael a Duke title and to her Attica's land. Hestia agrees but there is a loophole (Kael didn't agree soooooo, he will be the one to denounce).
I don't remember well but I think at this point the merchant ship in which Diana invested had already sank so as usual Diana was fighting with Hestia and going in her narcissist ways, when everyone is wrong but her, and Hestia told her: I just want you to apologize to Kael (actually Helios and Hestia will tell her this over and over again).
Diana who can't let her pride aside will think that the best way is to approach Kael again but he gives her no room, so instead she will give him a bag which he accepts and then forgets about it until it finds it in his pocket, and he will see his a bracelet, and burn it straight away cuz a this point he is already in love with Hestia and doesn't want to be misunderstood.

I'll post more later if I have time.
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Hello i have a question. when did the ogFL try to get ML back? and does the ML got flustered by that (i mean if he still have anyfeeling for ogFL he must feel flustered right?) and does she do anything like seduce the ML or smth? (sorry about my english)

AnisiKee · Jul 16, 2022

IIVISS said: ↑

Hello I have a question when you say the ogFL want to win back the ML it happen bcz she didn't have any feeling for ogML or just want to overcome the FL? and when does ogFL start to win back the ML? Does she do anything like seduce the ML or smth?

Hello i have a question. when did the ogFL try to get ML back? and does the ML got flustered by that (i mean if he still have anyfeeling for ogFL he must feel flustered right?) and does she do anything like seduce the ML or smth? (sorry about my english)
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OG FL aka Diana wanted Kael back when Helios started to doubt her and basically not doing as she says, she then remembered how Kael would listen to her etc and wished to get him back. Kael always maintained a distance even though it hurts at first, Diana never tried to seduce him, but cornered him to talk and basically provoke him using his past deep love for her.

chubbykitty · Jul 16, 2022

Spoilers after the current chapter in manhwa.
When's the tea party ?
What happened there?
Hestia last talked about ogfl taking the bait what was is about.

Q_Q · Jul 16, 2022

Can someone spoil more abt the tea party? How does MC retort to end up getting tea spilt to her? Thanks!

VioletBlue · Jul 18, 2022

I think I already started to forget the details but what will happen in the tea party is that

- Diana would serve cheap tea and cake and talks about being a model for the Nobel ladies. Naturally such behavior shows she doesn’t have any respect for them n Hestia would take advantage of that.
- Hestia had an alliance with the countess. Where is hess going to argue with Diana while the countess going to side with Diana to win her favor.
- Hess going to attack Diana’s ideals to tell her why she was wrong in Cael’s case.

KristinaMariaSara · Jul 18, 2022

VioletBlue said: ↑

I think I already started to forget the details but what will happen in the tea party is that

- Diana would serve cheap tea and cake and talks about being a model for the Nobel ladies. Naturally such behavior shows she doesn’t have any respect for them n Hestia would take advantage of that.
- Hestia had an alliance with the countess. Where is hess going to argue with Diana while the countess going to side with Diana to win her favor.
- Hess going to attack Diana’s ideals to tell her why she was wrong in Cael’s case.
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the second tea party was the funniest. It ended up with Diana throwing her tea to Hestia just like Princess Letona did it to her in the past

Nebula · Jul 18, 2022

Blushy_Froggie_UwU said: ↑

I agreeeeeeeeeeee ♥

I finally found people who agreeeeeeee I came here for spoilers and I ger people saying they don't like the story cause of ML

I. CAME. FOR. SPOILERS. NOT. YOUR. COMPLAINING. ASS. ABOUT. A. MANZ. DEPRESSION.

ps i don't want fight i want spoilers, don't come at me i just want spoilers not fights
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Exactly

its0k said: ↑

I’m not trying to defend the ML, don’t really care about him and only read manhwa because of the art and cool MC.
But if people with mental disorders like ML could rationalize like you suggest there wouldn’t have been a need for medical treatment and special facilities for suicidal people and patients with depression who in the worst cases can’t even get up from their beds to go to a washroom. Depression is a condition that is usually related not only to ones mind but to their body and hormones too. So even if ML understood that his behaviour is wrong and harmful for his people, there’s nothing he could do until his body and mind are healed. And any small event or even expectation could actually cause a relapse, so he’s lucky to have MC who took care of all the troublesome things and didn’t expect anything in return.
But of course I don’t approve getting rid of political enemies with poison prior to his depression. It is very wrong and could have triggered his mental issues if he’s never been a cruel and heartless person, almost like instant karma.
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Who cares this is a novel
There are many suicidal female leads too

VioletBlue · Jul 18, 2022

KristinaMariaSara said: ↑

the second tea party was the funniest. It ended up with Diana throwing her tea to Hestia just like Princess Letona did it to her in the past
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Right

Even tho Diana got the worst ending out of the 3 of them. I find it hard to sympathize with her

she really didn’t need her brain cells to avoid her “ misfortunes “. She needed more common sense more than anything els.

Nebula · Jul 18, 2022

Minnymle said: ↑

Personally, ML isn’t weak, he is just too deep in love. Honestly, if the FL died and ML wasn’t depressed, suicidal, etc, and simply “moved on even though it is hard,” this story would get a lot more hate because people would consider him too cold and heartless. The reason why ML is getting so much hate here may just be because ML is hung up on ogFL instead of the FL. I myself am not really fond of this ML, but I just figured if ML instead of mourning OGFL, mourned FL instead, everyone would probably be happier so bias plays a role.
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Exactly fl too lost hope in living after ml died

KristinaMariaSara · Jul 18, 2022

VioletBlue said: ↑

Right

Even tho Diana got the worst ending out of the 3 of them. I find it hard to sympathize with her

she really didn’t need her brain cells to avoid her “ misfortunes “. She needed more common sense more than anything els.
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two months in the slums or in the jungle, would have made her wiser

LaMuerte · Jul 19, 2022

KristinaMariaSara said: ↑

here the new MTL.
As i said before, i would like to remind some clarifications:
1- i put the mtl here so don't ask me to send it by email.
2- i can understand that some can find difficult to download the file, so i don't mind if you text me in private but i would like to remember that i am not your sister nor your secretary, therefore one must maintain a gentle tone. I am not saying that i need a formal letter, just a simple "hi/hello" is enough. Also, If you give me your email, write it correctly, making easier for me to copy. “[email protected]” for example and not “Kristina at gmail com” or “Kristina”/“add gmail and also @“. everyone knows how to write an email (I hope).
3- the file is epub. It's the perfect format for iphone/kindle reading. If you want to read in pdf, you can convert the file online.

HAVE A GOOD TIME

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Dp2Wyr1bU63J_NmiqvKbXsvoAOYX010H?usp=sharing

IF YOU WANT TO SUPPORT AUTHOR-NIM, YOU CAN BUY THE BOOKS ON NAVER.
https://series.naver.com/novel/detail.series?productNo=5961394

ps: feel free to share it but remember that it's illegal to profit, be discrete when you handle the mtl.
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Thank you

staradorned · Jul 20, 2022

Plan on editing the MTL of the novel. Anyone have an idea where I can upload it?

fannymercury · Jul 21, 2022

KristinaMariaSara said: ↑

I would like to clarify that i have no obligation to share the mtl and i'm doing it because i want it.
Some messages written in private were very rude and i can't stand people who are rude.
I don't need a formal message, but it would be polite to say hello at least.
Also we are in an international forum and one can't take for granted that the other part speaks their country language. Even if we have google translate, it doesn't mean that i have to waste time to decipher what you wrote in a language I can't even recognize.
I know i'm harsh but some people need to understand that i'm not their sister nor their secretary
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Thank you for the mtl, I've read the first one, but this (+19) i can't open it, so I just have a question, is that much the difference between the first an the +19?

gyuufie · Jul 21, 2022

novel forum's comment thing is so difficult to use tysm @KristinaMariaSara for the mtl is the new mtl the r19 ver? bc i cant open ur first mtl

Reinfar · Jul 21, 2022

staradorned said: ↑

Plan on editing the MTL of the novel. Anyone have an idea where I can upload it?
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U can share it on google drive

KristinaMariaSara · Jul 21, 2022

gyuufie said: ↑

novel forum's comment thing is so difficult to use tysm @KristinaMariaSara for the mtl is the new mtl the r19 ver? bc i cant open ur first mtl
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yes, it's r-19, Look for my latest mtl

Akaaaaashii · Jul 21, 2022

Darari said: ↑

Alright let me join my first spoiler thread Anyway, just wanted to emphasize that I read the entire main story by MTL, so there may be some deviation to the actual storyline.

Although the accusations against the temple was raised by the nobility, and ogFL was involved since she’s the saintess so this accusation may cause her dethronement. Therefore, the emperor who loved the ogFL as if its his own daughter, felt hesitant to confirm the temple embezzlement. At the end, after the ML retreat his accusations, there’s no really telling what happened to the temple after that. Perhaps they just proved the temple’s embezzlement and the temple loses their influence in the palace? Only that the ogFL begins to accept more noble maid into the palace instead of the usual priest that overrule the palace.

He went to war(?) kindaish. He actually went outside the border to bring up negotiations to the other party so the empire won’t be attacked. I think it was business negotiations, and the FL at this point no longer know what will happen hence she is anxious. This is the part where she start to lose appetite and think she’s going to die like the previous timeline. The ogML visited her during this time and got to know that she is a regressor (she didn’t tell him that she’s rather a transmigrator) and the ogML begins to be worried about her upcoming death and start sending doctors

Actually before he went to war, he already love the FL. How do I know? Well as mentioned in the spoiler beforehand, at first, the ogFL trynna win back the ML by giving him a temple’s bead bracelet? But the ML no longer feel anything for the ogFL and burn the bracelet into ashes savage At that time he also made his mind to be a real couple with the FL. So, he actually went forward and then tell the FL his mind and that’s when they have their first kiss. The ML made his move first! Although at this point FL still unsure of the ML’s feeling and think he still like the ogFL. BTW, he’s not saying he will love her after he return from the war or he hasn’t love her, he’s saying that she should be prepared since after he return he will snu snu with her immediately

He doesn’t actually care about the crown prince couple anymore. So when the ogFL did appeared shamelessly to apologize, he just didn’t care. The ogML beg him to retreat his accusations, and so he did. He actually just do this for the FL and since he understood that FL wanted the crown prince couple to suffer for his own’s sake. However, he doesn’t want anything to do with them and even ogFL’s apology seemed insincere. He just wanted to focus on being couple with FL now especially when the FL thought that she’s going to die soon and move faraway to leave the past behind him again, the past is in the past

She’s a righteous person, who doesn’t accept any wrongdoing. She’s quite selfish because she doesn’t want to change herself and expect others to adjust to her. What do I mean by that? Take this for example, when they have tea party together, she served the noble women cheap cookies and teas expecting them to practice frugality with her and when the ogFL started a soap business, the FL commented how she should’ve not charged money for the soap and instead give it for free. Then, when she was called out by the ogFL, she went to victimize herself and refuse to admit her mistake. It takes her awhile to apologize to ML not even due to guilt but because of necessity to idk win him back The ogML even gave her a chance to rekindle back their relationship but i guess she’s a stubborn woman. Funny moment though, she’s so religious that during the time she failed the ship investment, instead of blaming herself, she said it’s a hardships from God and that the FL is a devil that should be exterminated. She even prayed for hours so the FL will die and for the ML to return to her.

He’s fine. He’s the first one to admit that the ML had greatly suffered so him and the ogFL can have their ‘happy endings’. Did he like the FL? I guess more towards admiration as said in the few replies before. Personally, I think there’s potential for him to actually like the FL. But then FL only focuses on the ML, therefore ogML, aware of that never actually put his feelings further and just waited for ogFL to repent to which she never did In the original novel before the ending though I feel both ogFL and ogML are lazyass, while they have their romance somewhere, ML was busy cleaning up their mess and that’s why they took him for granted.

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Can I know where you got/read the novel? Did you buy the raws yourself or is it available at a site somewhere? I've been looking everywhere for hours now and I still couldn't find it anywhere

staradorned · Jul 21, 2022

KristinaMariaSara said: ↑

here the new MTL.
As i said before, i would like to remind some clarifications:
1- i put the mtl here so don't ask me to send it by email.
2- i can understand that some can find difficult to download the file, so i don't mind if you text me in private but i would like to remember that i am not your sister nor your secretary, therefore one must maintain a gentle tone. I am not saying that i need a formal letter, just a simple "hi/hello" is enough. Also, If you give me your email, write it correctly, making easier for me to copy. “[email protected]” for example and not “Kristina at gmail com” or “Kristina”/“add gmail and also @“. everyone knows how to write an email (I hope).
3- the file is epub. It's the perfect format for iphone/kindle reading. If you want to read in pdf, you can convert the file online.
4- i also put a Word file. I think everyone knows how to open one…I hope.

HAVE A GOOD TIME

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Dp2Wyr1bU63J_NmiqvKbXsvoAOYX010H?usp=sharing

IF YOU WANT TO SUPPORT AUTHOR-NIM, YOU CAN BUY THE BOOKS ON NAVER.
https://series.naver.com/novel/detail.series?productNo=5961394

ps: feel free to share it but remember that it's illegal to profit, be discrete when you handle the mtl.
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Can you provide the raws?

KristinaMariaSara · Jul 21, 2022

staradorned said: ↑

Can you provide the raws?
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Are you going to translate it in English ?

staradorned · Jul 22, 2022

KristinaMariaSara said: ↑

Are you going to translate it in English ?
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Yes!

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