Miaka_Mei
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Miaka_Mei

Newbie, Female, 22, from Malaysia

Sometimes, death itself isn't hard. Living and surviving actually requires more courage. Jan 16, 2019 at 6:21 AM

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    1. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      Sometimes, death itself isn't hard. Living and surviving actually requires more courage.
      1. Rufi-sidd, hothotpot and Femme Fatale like this.
      2. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        “其实死并不可怕,很多时候,活下去才是最需要勇气的事情。”
        Jan 16, 2019 at 6:22 AM
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      3. RickyTheKind
        RickyTheKind
        Don't kill yourself, just saying, heaven or hell might be a good place, but I rather be here, LIVING
        Jan 16, 2019 at 6:34 AM
      4. Rufi-sidd
        Rufi-sidd
        True true *claps*
        Jan 16, 2019 at 8:40 AM
    2. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      爱的基础不是宠,不是疼,而是平等。而他是皇帝,我是皇后,我们永远都不会是平等的。
    3. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      Hmmm "Tell me, Zhang Bing Bing. Do u actually have a heart?"
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      2. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        @Rufi-sidd The Promotion Record of A Crown Princess .

        I just finished reading the raws. It was so funny and satisfying!! Such a shame the translator failed to properly convey the humor, so, some readers might not enjoy the story...
        Jan 16, 2019 at 10:04 AM
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      3. Rufi-sidd
        Rufi-sidd
        Oh yeh sometime it happens since the languages are all different using different words and expressions for different context.....
        Jan 16, 2019 at 10:39 AM
      4. Rufi-sidd
        Rufi-sidd
        Your avi is nice btw~
        Ergo proxy?
        Jan 16, 2019 at 10:39 AM
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    4. Bad Storm
      Bad Storm
      I wonder, why do you like posting Chinese characters?

      ... I don't understand them Q.Q
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      2. Bad Storm
        Bad Storm
        That's like just applying first aid. Not gonna heal the wound in my heart cause my mind can't auto-translate it...
        Jan 15, 2019 at 1:07 PM
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      3. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        That question of yours... is like asking, why am I replying to you in English.

        Why not?
        Jan 15, 2019 at 3:18 PM
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      4. Bad Storm
        Bad Storm
        Erm, forum rules?
        Haha oh well, don't mind me and and my random question. >.>
        Jan 15, 2019 at 3:19 PM
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    5. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      At this rate, I might die of laughter xDD
      1. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        杨严又是张了张嘴,终于问道:“我只是纳闷,你为什么要自称‘老子’,你就是称不是也得称‘老娘’吗?”

        我:“……”

        看着杨严那一双求知若渴的眼睛,我想了想,有些吃力地坐起身来,很是认真地问道:“你不觉得‘老子’二字比‘老娘’更有气势一些?”

        杨严奇道:“真的?”

        我郑重点头:“不信你就喊一喊试试,气势绝对不一样。”

        一旁的茅厕君突然失笑出声,杨严这才反应过来,恼怒道:“你耍我?”

        “呀?”我惊讶地挑高眉毛,反问:“你才知道啊?”

        杨严怔了一怔,眼瞅着就要恼羞成怒。
        Jan 15, 2019 at 6:23 AM
    6. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      "老子这个女人做够了!老子不陪这伙子王八羔子玩了!" Hahahahahahha
      1. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        杨严却是回头说道:“九哥,你不知道,这丫头可是在江中央扔得我,心狠得很,我怎么也得叫她多在水里泡泡再说!”

        我听了这话却觉得十分可笑,忍不住放声大笑了几声,这一笑不要紧,口里又是进了几口水,更是有水窜入了气管,呛得我眼泪直流。

        我扬着脖骂杨严道:“杨严你个怂蛋,老子辛苦带你渡江你不记恩,却只记得当时弃你之仇,你分明会水,却叫个女人为你拼得个力竭,你拍着胸口问问自己,若不是受你拖累,老子独自一人可是能游过这宛江?”

        越骂越是觉得这世道可笑,我仰头看向茅厕君,骂道:“你也别来做什么好人,齐晟不是好东西,你也不是,你们几个,文不能定国武不能安邦,只会对着个女人耍点阴谋诡计,你们还算是男人吗?你们身上零件都长齐了吗?老子都替你们觉得丢人!”
        Jan 15, 2019 at 6:20 AM
      2. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        我拼尽全身最后的力气,拼力向上跃了一下,冲着船上骂道:“啊——呸!”

        再沉入水中时,我放弃了踩水,任着身体向江底沉了下去。

        老子这个女人做够了!老子不陪这伙子王八羔子玩了!

        ……

        再醒过来已是在床上,被褥松软,温暖干燥。我长长地叹了口气,转过头看立在床边沉默不语的茅厕君和杨严。

        杨严张了张嘴,欲言又止。

        我便坦言道:“我就知道你们得救我上来,你们哪舍得我这么死了啊,所以我得趁着那个机会狠骂你们一顿,过了那村就没那店了。”

        杨严又张了张嘴,还是欲言又止。

        我又爽快承认道:“没错,我就赌这一骂一沉,你们心里没准还能觉得我性格刚烈,反而能对我高看一眼。”
        Jan 15, 2019 at 6:20 AM
    7. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      I had the best laugh today. Fufufufufu #revenge #neveroffenseawoman
      1. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        我热情地:“尝尝,都尝尝,别嫌不好。”

        杨严盛情难却,只得又伸手拿了一块栗子糕,咬了一口。

        我问:“甜吗?”

        杨严点点头:“还行!”

        我又问:“那莲子糕呢?快尝尝。”

        杨严用力地咽下口中的栗子糕,有些无奈地又拿了块莲子糕。

        “这块怎么样?”

        “……”

        绿篱见杨严噎得难受,连忙想要去拿水,被我一个眼神给止住了,同情地看了看杨严,又站了回去。

        杨严噎得直顺脖子:“水……水……”

        我这转头叫绿篱:“绿篱,赶紧地,灌水!”

        真是个好绿篱啊,不愧是我放在心窝窝里的人啊!绿篱端了个茶壶就上去了,又叫几个小宫女上前把杨严摁住了,掰开嘴就是一阵猛灌。
        Jan 14, 2019 at 5:45 PM
      2. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        杨严连噎带呛,一阵猛咳。

        我忙叫:“哎!哎!这是呛住了,用力捶背,用力捶!快点!”

        绿篱连忙丢了茶壶去捶杨严的后背,无奈小姑娘气力太小了,我越看越心急,终于耐不住了,冲上去对着杨严后背就是一顿猛捶。

        我让你吃瓜子,我让你吃桂花糕,我让你拍巴掌,我让你上树,我让你上树……我捶不死你!

        终还是绿篱心软看不下去了,小心地问我:“娘娘……不会打……那个……什么了吧?”

        我停手,果然见杨严只低着头没了动静,心里也是悚然一惊,吓,报复是正当的,搞出人命来可就成了报复过当了。

        正忐忑间,杨严似动了动,又咳了两声,然后才缓缓回过头来,满脸的水渍,也不知道是眼泪还是刚才被绿篱灌下去的茶水,只默默无声地瞅我半晌,然后抹一把泪水,嘶哑着嗓子问:“得多大的仇啊?您能下这狠手……”
        Jan 14, 2019 at 5:46 PM
    8. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      “Oh my.” She let out a sad sigh with her mouth, but her eyes were glittering. #Sadist
    9. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      Protect yourself from yourself...? #toxicfamily
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      2. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        5. Don’t replay what they said and did to you. Don’t let the memory of an undesirable event hurt you again and again. Think about a positive event, and every time you’re about think about the unfortunate event, replace it with the positive event. It doesn’t matter how far you’ve played the negative movie, press the pause button and switch to a positive channel.
        Jan 11, 2019 at 6:57 AM
      3. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        6. If they’ve done damage to you, focus on how you can improve your situation. Don’t think about how you can make them pay. Don’t get distracted from improving your life.

        7. Keep praying. Be patient- keep living with your values. None of your hard work will go vain, you’ll become a stronger Muslim and inshaAllah-

        Have patience, Allah(swt) doesn’t deny the rewards of the righteous. (11:115)
        Jan 11, 2019 at 6:58 AM
      4. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        Wait, am I being a bad Muslim?

        If you’re feeling bad about yourself, you can focus on these ways to please Allah(swt)-

        Don’t treat them the way they treated you.
        Don’t retaliate
        Don’t back bite about them
        Don’t complain about them
        Don’t gripe on social media about them
        Don’t make assumptions about their faith/iman
        Jan 11, 2019 at 6:59 AM
    10. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      Be open to the possibilities God brings you.
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      2. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        What about forgiveness?

        Like acceptance, forgiveness is a process. It’s not a switch that you can turn on right away after you’re traumatized.

        So, be patient and don’t be hard on yourself for not being able to forgive your toxic family member right off the bat.
        Jan 11, 2019 at 6:53 AM
      3. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        Forgiving someone is NOT the same as condoning what they did to you.

        It’s choosing to respond wisely to an unfortunate event.

        Forgiving is taking back control of your life from anger, despair and stress that stems from traumatic events.
        Jan 11, 2019 at 6:53 AM
      4. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        Remember, no one gets away with oppressing another person.

        Allah(swt) accepts the prayers of an oppressed person and will bring the abuser to justice.

        Find calm and solace in Allah’s justice and wait for it’s manifestation inshaAllah.
        Jan 11, 2019 at 6:53 AM
    11. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      爸爸果然是最好。我爱爸爸。
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      2. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        Jan 11, 2019 at 7:59 AM
      3. Silva
        Silva
        I go unseen
        Jan 11, 2019 at 8:04 AM
      4. Silva
        Silva
        All shall be revealed
        Jan 11, 2019 at 8:05 AM
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    13. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      The irony when Supreme Commander's last words to Xiaoyao was "Xiaoyao, I'm leaving now." But it ended up with Xiaoyao leaving him. Heh.
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      3. Rufi-sidd
        Rufi-sidd
        This sounds really interesting..... Is that the name of the novel you mentioned in the hashtag unruly phoenix xiaoyao?
        Jan 7, 2019
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      4. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        @Rufi-sidd despite how serious the spoiler sounded... this novel is mainly comedy. ♥️
        Jan 7, 2019
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      5. Rufi-sidd
        Rufi-sidd
        oh like mc's inner funny thoughts? I'll start this one then.... this Xiaoyao is the mc right?
        Jan 7, 2019
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    14. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      Being disciplined means, soldiers have no right to take away someone's life. As a soldier, one is entrusted with the lives of others.
      1. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        Therefore being professional requires a soldier to uphold the laws.
        Jan 5, 2019
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      Miaka_Mei
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    16. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      I was such a lonely child. If i had a child one day... I'll give her/him all the love of the world. #futurewish #futureself
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      2. Ddraig
        Ddraig
        Dont overdo and spoil them either
        Dec 31, 2018
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    17. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      OMG an actual-not-bitchy-woman! 女生们不再和喻楚说话,转而冷冷地看着章梦。有人推了她一把:“郝楚打得好,要是我肯定也打你,你变态啊,偷人家东西干什么?” #100 Ways to Get the Male God
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    18. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      I am mercurial: intelligent, enthusiastic, and quick.
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      2. Papercut
        Papercut
        Quick. Heh.
        Dec 28, 2018
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      3. Katsono
        Katsono
        Am I reading a resume?
        Dec 28, 2018
    19. Miaka_Mei
      Miaka_Mei
      For those who struggle with insomnia: Showering is also a good way to unwind and release muscle tension, which aids sleep.
      1. Miaka_Mei
        Miaka_Mei
        Dec 26, 2018
      2. Katsono
        Katsono
        What else do you do?
        Dec 26, 2018
    20. LoveYou59seconds
      LoveYou59seconds
      Can I ask for love?
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      2. justabot
        justabot
        Dec 27, 2018
      3. Bad Storm
        Bad Storm
        *kills Justabot*
        Dec 27, 2018
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        Dec 27, 2018
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