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What would the world be without you? Easy for anyone to guess; those escaping this living hell. The living dead would finally rest in peace. Apr 3, 2020 at 6:27 PM

    1. Zheya
      Zheya
      What would the world be without you? Easy for anyone to guess; those escaping this living hell. The living dead would finally rest in peace.
      1. Zheya
        Zheya
        Damn for having new story ideas. I'm not even finish with my current one.
        Apr 3, 2020 at 6:28 PM
    2. Zheya
      Zheya
      YURI is a thing. Nay. She was a person. Indeed. She was once a person.
      1. Archaic pickle
        Archaic pickle
        I remember when Yuri was a Russian name.
        Apr 2, 2020 at 10:09 PM
      2. Zheya
        Zheya
        It is and still should be one?
        Apr 3, 2020 at 1:04 AM
    3. Zheya
      Zheya
      Humanity is a hegemonic species. Coexistence is a lie we love to believe in. Look around us, my fellow humans. Are we not gods among beasts?
      1. Nyann
        Nyann
        .... Yes.... Whose existence is now being threatened by a virus....

        #2 humans created gods humans dictate the gods gods didn't create us...
        Apr 1, 2020 at 1:41 PM
      2. SoongKi
        SoongKi
        injustice gods among beast
        Apr 1, 2020 at 1:59 PM
      3. Zheya
        Zheya
        @Nyann Gods murdering gods? I see no problem here.
        @SoongKi Already happened back in the old civilizations.
        Apr 1, 2020 at 3:00 PM
    4. Zheya
      Zheya
      Raw meat. Cooked meat. Dead meat. It's all the same. Just flesh to carve. To ravage. Why do you humans love them? Ah? I see. Red and white!
    5. Zheya
      Zheya
      Damn humanity. Curse creation. Existence is a burden I hate having to bear. Forced to feel. Forced to know. Live then die. I hate you world.
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      3. Arcadia Blade
        Arcadia Blade
        That's basically mocking me. I also didn't ask for my life. I didn't ask myself to live, I always tried to die. Yet here I am. Just because your dead doesn't mean your alive. You avoid everything, blamed yourself and in the end, you think everything can be resolved by not existing. The moment your alive means that you make it worth living. Doesn't matter how edgy you are. Just live.
        Mar 28, 2020 at 5:54 PM
      4. Zheya
        Zheya
        @Arcadia Blade I'm not trying to be edgy. I'm not mocking you. I don't blame myself. I can't avoid everything. Me never having never existed does resolve some things for other people and for me too. Let's just call it for now and say I'm a nihilist. I lost the mood to discuss this.
        Mar 29, 2020 at 6:10 AM
      5. Zheya
        Zheya
        @Arcadia Blade Good luck for surviving your tendencies. I hope you have a good life and a peaceful death with loved ones close to you at your last breath. That is probably the best case scenario for a normal human.
        Mar 29, 2020 at 6:11 AM
    6. Zheya
      Zheya
      Contrary to common belief, birds do swim. Indeed, they swim in the sky. I'm not wrong for the wingless are but crumbs of bread falling down.
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      2. Kalto
        Kalto
        For some reason,I didn't believe that some birds can't swim.
        So I used to have two pigeons back then and I filled a big bucket with water then threw the both in...
        Mar 26, 2020
      3. Kalto
        Kalto
        I really hate myself till this day because of that
        Mar 26, 2020
      4. Zheya
        Zheya
        Mar 27, 2020
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    7. Zheya
      Zheya
      I can't seem to play reversi. I always lose... even against easy computer?
    8. Zheya
      Zheya
      We originally are one with the void. We desire as we are originally void. We stop desiring as we return to the void. We become void of life.
    9. Zheya
      Zheya
      When we die, do we forget that we died? When we forget death, are we free from the misery of living? When we are freed, are we truly free?
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      2. Femme Fatale
        Femme Fatale
        ponders these questions seriously.
        Mar 21, 2020
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      3. Zheya
        Zheya
        Currently watching Garden of Sinners movies, so my mood is reflecting what I saw. The music makes it even more empathetic for me. The Root seems like a good place for the dead.
        Mar 21, 2020
    10. Zheya
      Zheya
      They butchered the animation or was it the art in DAL season 3? Please let season 4 be decent at least or have the same quality as season 1.
    11. Zheya
      Zheya
      Evil is evil. No matter shape or form, be it nature or nurture. One cannot prevent evil from happening. One can only avoid it or become it.
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      3. Zheya
        Zheya
        @SoongKi Change your worldview. See the world as that jar as we are all poisonous or venomous creatures inside it, and the strongest that survives is the most potent Gu.
        Mar 17, 2020
      4. Papercut
        Papercut
        So you've been quoting Reverend Insanity?
        Mar 17, 2020
      5. Zheya
        Mar 17, 2020
    12. Zheya
      Zheya
      It seems my areas are also under "quarantine". Time to stock up food and misc. At least there is not a riot ongoing... yet... hopefully?
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      2. Zheya
        Zheya
        Nah~
        Mar 17, 2020
      3. Archaic pickle
        Archaic pickle
        Shanked for hand sanitizer?
        Mar 17, 2020
      4. Zheya
        Zheya
        It just started this week, so no one panicking greatly yet. Transportation and businesses though, some are already closing ahead of time. Its still safe outside as its just the beginning of the quarantine, but who knows in the later weeks? Better be prepared for anything.
        Mar 17, 2020
    13. Zheya
      Zheya
      ESP is considered close to true miracles as the phenomena itself overwrites existing information in the lower dimension from the higher one.
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      3. Zheya
        Zheya
        Monsters are amalgamations of dead gods and dead cosmos. Dead cosmos as in all life in them are gone. Monsters do not possess life, so they cannot die in the zeroth dimension unless they invade the lower dimension, only then they die as like the previous gods that died in the lower dimension.
        Mar 16, 2020
      4. Zheya
        Zheya
        Gods do not die in the higher dimension as they have absolute authority in their respective cosmos. Engaging in the lower dimension is technically weakening their authority to the living gods in the higher dimension. Still no being or thing in the lower dimension can kill them except fellow gods or monsters that devoured gods to replace the gods and devour the lower dimension completely.
        Mar 16, 2020
      5. Zheya
        Zheya
        Humans in the lower dimension are created from the remains of monsters. Gods harness monster-like human qualities to increase the gods authority over the lower dimension opposed to monsters naturally spawning from the abundant resources from evil humans or dead ones.
        Mar 16, 2020
    14. Zheya
      Zheya
      It was an unnatural reaction to a phenomenon mistaken as something like anti-magic or magical interference.
      1. Zheya
        Zheya
        Its nature was paradoxical. A bane to all things pure and holy in any world. Its essence was a miasma to fantastic creatures. Its form clashed with the nobility of magic. Its power a curse inborn in humans since creation started. Something only humans possessed and demons harnessed --- sin.
        Mar 16, 2020
    15. Zheya
      Zheya
      Heroes are just and justice prevails in the end. Such are my ideals even up to this day. Even if I'm not a hero, I still had my own justice.
      1. GonZ555
        GonZ555
        History proves that the winner is just... most of the time..
        Mar 13, 2020
      2. SamStrike
        SamStrike
        Justice is not the winner. The winner is justice
        Mar 13, 2020
    16. Zheya
      Zheya
      Am I... a masochist... in self denial? I do not like physical pain, but is addiction to emotional pain considered masochism?
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      3. Tilgarial
        Tilgarial
        Sane is such a fickle thing.
        Some wouldn't call you sane, if you need pain to feel like it
        But as some novels/movies/stuff say, for some pain kd simply feeling alive.
        I'd attribute that to depression more than masochism, however
        Mar 12, 2020
      4. Zheya
        Zheya
        I assure you, depression is something someone will unfortunately get used to. Its like an inverted comfort zone. I know... we know.
        Mar 12, 2020
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      5. Tilgarial
        Tilgarial
        Yeah. Honestly, it's probably easier to get used to depression than it is to happiness, if that is where you start.
        And depression changes things in unpredictable ways.
        Mar 12, 2020
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    17. Zheya
      Zheya
      I feel my self splitting into selves. My mind is already cracking but soon it shall shatter. After the collapse, I will become someone else.
      1. GonZ555
        GonZ555
        Have fun splitting your personality~
        Mar 11, 2020
      2. Ddraig
        Ddraig
        For sone reasob selves just does not seem like a real word to me
        Mar 11, 2020
      3. Femme Fatale
        Femme Fatale
        gives you a painful shot just cause.
        Mar 11, 2020
    18. Zheya
      Zheya
      Humans do not want a god but foolishly need one in their hypocrisy!
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      2. Tilgarial
        Tilgarial
        Yes, they need me. They always will
        Mar 10, 2020
    19. Zheya
      Zheya
      Crap! I underestimated the difficulty of writing a script overnight. Procrastinating has finally come to bite me back. O Karma! Halt O Time!
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      2. Tilgarial
        Tilgarial
        What kind of script?
        Mar 8, 2020
      3. Zheya
        Zheya
        Mar 9, 2020
      4. Tilgarial
        Tilgarial
        Haha xD
        Have fun~
        Mar 9, 2020
    20. Zheya
      Zheya
      Do you desire a god to appear before you? Are you sure you will not regret it? A god is as air is invisible to you. Air shall give and take.
      1. Zheya
        Zheya
        This god shall not save you nor abandon you. Like the air you breathe in, the same air shall grant you the suffering of time - aging. The last breath from you, completing the cycle of life - death. Colorless, neutral, shapeless, and formless; everywhere in everything. The air is no friend or enemy to you. Simply is and was, always and forever. Humanity is no more when air ceases to be air.
        Mar 8, 2020
      2. Kalto
        Kalto
        You know, let us say I want to meet god, the issue is, why would god bother to come and show before a mortal? best case scenario is to get summoned to meet god (like getting isekaied or something like that), not the other way around (seems strange to me)
        And how does air give and take?
        Mar 8, 2020
      3. Zheya
        Zheya
        @Kalto Its a play on a god being like air, the essence of the earthly and cosmic air. By air, we are given life. By air, we age. By air, we rot and die. Replace air with said god.
        Mar 9, 2020
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