I hate my brain for being not good with names and faces. It's really awkward when someone calls your name and you have no clue at all who it is.
Before I go to sleep, I think of the possible situation where there's a shadow in the corner of my room and that shadow is actually a human sized centipede. I sleep with the cover over my head......
I don't dream when I'm asleep. I have horrible memory. I can't remember what I had for dinner yesterday - or today... It takes me a very long time to learn names because I'm simply not interested in other people. I have no real life goals other than basically just surviving and not being homeless. I don't really enjoy "being social" and feel like most traditions and stuff like common courtesy is just a waste of time, then people get pissy about it when I ignore it... My life would probably be a lot easier if I had a normal life goal and felt a type of entertainment or whatever normal people feel when they talk with each other.
Sometimes for being too curious about some things you heard about in passing and deciding to look them up in order to find out what it is. After doing so becoming scarred for life and not being able to look at some of things you remember fondly in life the same light ever again.
Everytime I think of getting married but the magic counchshell in my head just keep on saying no. ATLEAST SAY 'MAYBE SOMESDAY'!
When i imagine what would a word sound like if its spoken by someone k sounds like a retarded g and i can not fix it by thinking about how k should really sound like
I have to get up in like 4 hours for the last and most important test of university and I can´t f*cking sleep!!