So basically, you want to be burned up high the in the sky, then let your ashes fly in the wind, and a crowd of people will watch it all happen from the ground?
Hmm? Do you want to be angel as well? I can assist you in your endeavors by putting barb wire around you, and then electrifying you alive, so that you can scream like an angel, and when your charred corpse emits smoke, only then will you rise like an angel. Fret not, I'm earnest in helping my fellow kin.
I see... you desire to be human. So be it, I shall accept your humanity. I wish you the best of luck, and if you are in dire need of salvation, you may seek me for peace. I'm quite the pacifist, but others believe differently. Sigh
Me? I'm honestly sane and sinful. I'm burden with great sanity and lack of sin. Basically~ I'm like you, humanely evil and good!