I think—I think I can now understand how and why a person can like an actor to madness. After watching a show, I have this bad—I mean very bad crush on a character. Usually, I could control myself. In all the years I had lived, I indeed can control my feeling toward films—but, it’s kinda weird this time. It’s like an obsession. I couldn’t guide this energy out and so I tried to find an outlet. It’s not like I could get the actual thing so I searched for news on the next season, more clips, and rewatch certain scenes over and over. It was until I could tell apart two characters that looked very similar. I feel so empty and yet so full of air. The best way I could describe it, is energy. This sort of energy is disturbing. It has been a week now, and yet I am still so under the spell. It’s like I am in a battle to maintain my sanity of what is real, what is me; against this feeling of obsession, of what this energy is turning me into. Has drama watching ever turn you so crazy?!
For me, I hype over people, the actors, idols, or something then rather the drama. But yes I can slightly relate. I get over it in about a day tho at the very latest.
You can now write a biography about your (yandere) activities and let us know how real (stalker) person act.
I had a friend who had a crush on a drama character and dump his gf coz she's not as nice as the character....
I’m not into the celebrities. I will comment on their amazing acting skills to bring the character to life!!! I don’t. I do happen unto them but I don’t. It’s not about the actor. It’s the character I’m into. Course not. I don’t stalk the actors. I stalk the news. What a jerk. She probably better without him. And maybe she wasn’t what he was looking for.
oh I know that feeling Sakura from Card Captor Sakura Zhao Yun and Zhuge Liang from Romance of The Three Kingdoms KOS-MOS from Xenosaga series Dante from Devil May Cry series (btw DMC 2 the voice actor.......... meh~) well it not drama but da passione this cat feel back then is real~
My last one was Yehua from Ten Miles is Peach Blossom. Before that—it has been a long time since I crush on any character. It’s easy for me to like a character, not develop a crush or something this horrible. Goodness. Idk what has gotten into me.