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GODDAMNIT MY SCHOOL HAVE SO MANY INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS, WATCH WE GET THE VIRUS SINCE WE ALL HAVE TRASH IMMUNE SYSTEM
I just had a talk with my family. I hate it. I hate every second of it. Spoiler Yes, I understand that I am currently being a society garbage. Yes, I do want to improve myself. No, I do not want to change myself. I hate change. I hate the concept of change. I hate the word "change". It all started as a misunderstanding when I was very young, but I hate the word "change" ever since. I did nothing wrong at the time. Why did I have to change? I don't want to change. I was not wrong. I am not wrong. Even if I am wrong, I refuse to believe I am wrong. Father, I understand that you have lived a difficult, harsh, life. I understand that you have met many people. I understand that you have "opened your eyes" when you were ~40 years old. I understand that you are a devout believer of God. I understand that you strive to go back to heaven. But I am simply not as devout in God as you are. WHAT!? HOW DARE YOU!? HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT MOVING TO ANOTHER COUNTRY WAS A MISTAKE!? Where we came from, it was HELL! I get that we have become lax, that we have become imbeciles because we have been sitting too long in our "safe zone". BUT YOUR CHOICE WAS NOT A MISTAKE! Just like how the me from the timeline where I stayed in that place would revolt against the thought of my current lax life, I REVOLT, with every single cell in my body, of the thought of the timeline where I stayed in that place, hanging out with people who wear uniforms, saluting at a flag every Monday on a bloody hot field becausethatplaceisliterallyneartheequatorohgodwhydidithavetobesohotthere? I cry. I cried. There were no more tears left in me, yet they still fall from my eyes. I don't want to cry. I am trying so hard to keep my emotions in check. Crying hurts. It gives me headache. Ah... AAH... I cried after all. NO NO NO. You are wrong! Headache. Ouch. It hurts. My face. It stings. Have you ever felt that stinging sensation when you sit cross-legged too long? I felt that on my face. Except that it's worse because of the headache. It hurts. I want to go away. I can't go away. I rub my face, hoping that it would soothe the sensation. It didn't work. The sting instead expanded to my arms. It's annoying. Make it stop. MAKE IT STOP. MAKE IT STOP. MAKE IT STOP. MAKE IT STOP. I ran away. Father did not say to stop. I did not have to stop. I open the window-door to the backyard. There is a pillow, of sorts. It's not soft. It's not round. Still. I want to scream. So I covered my face and screamed. I screamed twice. They were both disappointing. I had hoped that the sound wouldn't get dampened every time I scream, but they do. My rational brain cooled me off after a few seconds. I began to sit on the light wooden sofa. Why did I deserve this? I... right. I have to work. Work on that project. People are waiting for my response. Did they already respond? I know that this is a distraction. But please. Don't let me think about tonight ever again. Not again. Not like 2 years and 3 months ago. Not like 6 years ago. I don't want to cry anymore. It hurts. My eyes. My head. I want to run. I want to escape reality. There is a pond less than 10 meters away from me, but I cannot kill myself. My rational brain says so. My primal response wouldn't let me drown. That, and I swore an oath to myself not to do so. That, and I fear what comes beyond death. ...I have nothing to do outside. I am rational, and go back inside. *about 60 minutes worth of exhausting juicy content skipped, along with a bath scene* ...I hate tonight. I remember a RANT THREAD in NUF. Let's post there about tonight. I am probably breaking rules, so please don't open this spoiler. Don't read it. Let me rant in secret. Don't report me. I am just... tired. Leave me alone.
GODDAMN IT I DECIDED TO TAKE UP DRAWING BECAUSE I SUCK AT IT AND I'M LOWKEY SALTY I'M STILL BAD EVEN THOUGH I'VE SPENT LIKE 10 HOURS ON IT ALREADY. ALSO F- THE GUY IN MY APARTMENT COMPLEX WHO PARKS LIKE A RETARD. WORLD'S SMALLEST CAR AND YOU STILL CAN'T LINE UP YOU HOBO, ENJOY YOUR BODYCORP FINES. BEST PART ABOUT COV-19 IS NOT BEING HIT ON BY THE UGLY SWINGER COUPLE WHENEVER I WALK PAST ONE OF THEM DOWN MY STREET. NOT TO JUDGE BUT HOLY SHIT NO I'D RATHER SHAVE MY HEAD AND BECOME A MONK.
HOLY F*CK! I WOKE UP FROM A NAP AND LADY SHILOH IS COVERED IN MUD ACCEPT FOR HER FACE!!! NOW I HAVE TO GET HER INTO THE BATH TO MAKE HER WHITE AGAIN!!! I MAY HAVE TO SACRIFICE A MALE TO REESTABLISH MY CALM!!!
I OFFER CAN'T-PARK-FOR-SHIT GUY AS TRIBUTE. ITT: I HAVE FIVE MORE HOURS OF WORK LEFT TO GO WOE IS ME.
THIS THREAD EXISTS, BUT I RANT ON BLOGS! I'M TOO INSECURE! SHOUTING FOR TOO LONG IS NOT GOOD FOR MY VOICE! ALSO, THIS IS KIND OF FUN! PEOPLE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN!
WHAT?! DO YOU LIVE IN AN OVEN? YOU HAVE MY SYMPATHIES! NEW ZEALAND HAS FOUR SEASONS: 1. HEY, PEOPLE WITH ALLERGIES, F- YOU 2. BURN THEM ALL, BURN THEM ALL TO HELL. ROAST THEM IN THE DRY HEAT 3. BABY WINTER DISGUISED AS AUTUMN/FALL. LASTS TWO TO THREE WEEKS ONLY 4. YOUR ONLY OPTIONS ARE RAIN 24/7 OR FOR THE UNLUCKY FOLKS, RAIN AND SNOW
JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT "OOOOH MY APP IS NOT WORKING BOOBOOOOHOOOHOOOO" FUCK YOU, I'VE PROBABLY READ OVER 5000 PAGES WORTH WITHOUT NEEDING THIS FUCKING APP I SWEAR TO GOD IF I EVER MET THESE PEOPLE I'LL SLAP THEIR FACES WITH MY FLIPFLOPS UNTIL THEY NEED PLASTIC SURGERY