I'm looking for novels with a BL theme where ML is bad with MC or isn't interested in MC and then falls in love with him but MC doesn't want it anymore ... something like that ...
If you REALLY want to suffer, I would suggest "The Ten Years When I Loved You So," the CP were originally deeply in love but eventually drifted apart, but when the ML wanted the MC back, MC was already gone
Deep in the Act is definitely it. Wounded Ego uncontrolled love Sickly Tyrannical War Prisoner Cold Sands dunno about mc giving up but these ml definitely treated mc bad
Bro, that was PAINFUL. I also rec Cold Sands (Man my heart was in literal pieces) 15P 7H 6SM (Fits your description to a T, but it’s short and cute so not “tear your heart out” painful)
Here're some that I remember. Added crying blobs so you know what to expect: Like Love But Not Perfect Match Muted The Decade of Deep Love (BE) The Jasmine Scented White Moonlight Raw: - Untouchable 《觸不可及》 - Old Injury 《陈伤》 - Buddha rebirth 《佛系重生》 - Flying Ash 《飞灰》 - Cedar heavy water cover《杉重水覆[重生]》 - Reborn into slag gong's jade pendant 《重生成渣攻的腿部挂件》 - Substitute Goods - 《代替品》 - Sweeping grave (rebirth)《重生之掃墓》 - [Rebirth] Don't Come Near - 重生之别过来 - Earned love/favor 《挣宠》 - Flames of desire burn one's heart 《欲焰焚心》(BE)
Hmmmm the one i read have mpreg in it, but they are THIS heartwrenching that my stone heart even crumble for the Shou 替身逆袭指南[星际] by 吃饭饭饭 And this author particularly love abusing their children (MC and ML i mean) so if u could tolerate mpreg... This one is (╥╯﹏╰╥)
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