Hmm,there should be some originals, cause asian ones never get famous enough in their home country to be translated.
As far as I know it was only adapted into manga and anime, not written. Which is what Im looking for. Good taste, but its still a manga. Im looking for written works.
Jesuschrist, Im not gonna kms. I don´t need to go around asking on a forum online for ways I already know about how to painlessly kms.
You really don't. Simplified it is a spiral of darkness and feeling of worthlessness and a growing feeling of that the people around you wouldn't care if you were gone. When I made my attempt it was a feeling of absolute despair and a hope for some release. I was lucky and I didn't succeed, but in the moment that I tried it was a feeling of relief when thought I would die. No words can really describe the feelings that I went through and even if there were you would need to feel them to know the truth.
Suicide is practically an act of rebellion towards your own life. A stupid, but the easiest kind of rebellion. The key aspect is because you couldn't handle the reality generally. Whether it's because of pain, suffering, depression, or given up about the future prospect. The moment the people lose any hope to achieve their most valued desire, then the suicidal thoughts would surface naturally. If you ask me, Every adult would experienced it at least once in their lifetime. The only real difference is only how the person cope up with it. Some people could face a larger problem, yet able to face it better than the people with smaller problem. The key here is the strength of the heart. The stronger your heart, the less likely you'll experience suicidal thoughts. So, rather than understanding people with suicidal thoughts for reference, I think it is much more enlightening to seek how to increase the strength of the heart. As for how to increase the strength of your heart, long story short, it's basically the same as any physical exercise. You need to get out of your comfort zone regularly, instead of doing it when you feel like it. Making them a habit is the key. In gaming terms, power leveling is a very painful process, so try to level up bit by bit regularly instead. Just like extroverts learn how to become introverts, us introverts also need to learn how to become extroverts.
The closest failed suicide attempt story I've read is a novel named The Actor Didn't Want to Live Anymore by Lost_String in scribblehub.com. He's also the author of The People Who are Supposed to Kill Me Fell for Me Instead. [BL] The Actor Didn’t Want To Live Anymore [BL] The Actor Didn’t Want To Live Anymore 18.5k Views 322 Favorites 12 Chapters 0 Chapters/Week 301 Readers 4.7 (27 ratings) Lost_Strings Read Add to Library Details Glossary Statistics Synopsis Long Jun was an actor. No. He never showed up on films nor acted on a theater. He was an actor in his own life. He'll smile whenever he was sad. Hell laugh when he's bored. He'll always says that its okay when it hurts so much. Long Jun got so tired of it that he fell off his wide apartment window to die. But he transmigrated. Long Jun: . . . where's the knife. Zuo Yu Wen: Don't worry, I'll work on the kitchen. Long Jun: The hammer? Zuo Yu Wen: It's fine, I'll hang up our picture frames later. Long Jun: When are the bricks arriving? Zuo Yu Wen: I hired others to fix the garden. Just stay inside. Long Jun: You. . . don't need to be that worried. Zuo Yu Wen: I looked away once and you tried killing yourself already! You think I haven't received enough shock to overreact like this? [WanWan: Right! Right! Right! don't let your guard down brother-in-law!!!] Though the author is stuck on hiatus. Dunno when the novel will continue updating.
Is it even permitted by the rules? Spoiler: Not so family friedly https://www.quora.com/Is-death-by-carbon-monoxide-painful-Why-or-why-not