Yep, OP can’t bear to not have the last word, esp. when everyone else’s last words are proving him a liar. He’s somewhere between anger and bargaining, give it another week or two and he’ll finally move through depression and acceptance and give up.
BOOOOO, your site is shit, so is your quality. no one will get become an addict in your novel unless it is a long-running series that already been translated by other people first.