Aspect you hate most about yourself

Title should be self-explanatory. It can be an emotional aspect of yourself, a mental, physical, or whatever aspect, it can even be a religion, habit, ideology, academic performance, job, or belief. Though, it can't be one specific action that's not a habit.

 

Anxiety issues; I tend to remain high strung until I am done with any kind of work/responsibility I have been officially assigned, not that constant worrying gets work done any faster.

 

I'm uninterested in basically everything, resulting in nigh-infinite laziness. I can't muster the energy to do anything because I am so bored with everything. Thus, escapist fantasies (books,shows, games) are the only thing I can enjoy.

 

Victim mentality: I am aware, but it is extremely hard to do shit about it.
Physical abilities: Below average.

 

My laziness

 

me as a whole

 

Lack of self-control / discipline / willpower regarding food.

 

Same here.... Because of this issue, i have missed a log of opportunities which now makes me seem like an incapable person

 

My ever soft heart......
I hurt myself to satisfy/help others, i basically destroyed what makes me, Me.

 

Maybe it's due to how i was raised but i grew up having a weak personality. I always lose in an argument. Sometimes there's this person i really wanted to talk to and be friends with but i don't know how to start a conversation. Whenever i'm the center of attention, my hands turn cold, my heart is beating like crazy and when i speak i can't hear what I'm saying ( my biggest problem rn, gahd please let me pass my defense). And also laziness, even till now i got tons of activities waiting for me.

 

I’m a overthinker ,careless and lazy i need fix myself

 

Tendency to make a lot of promises and commitments, but most often than not fail to follow through.

That's why I set my motto as my status: 『 Slowly, steadily — one step at a time 』

It might be too late for a lot of them, but I hope that as long as I can still remember some and work on them a little each time, someday I'll be able to complete something and tell the other person, "Hey, sorry it took me so long, but I finally..."

 

I easily give up if I fail once.. It becomes a trauma or phobia that my mind makes me not even think about it again..

Its pretty scary and damaging my life.. Working on revisiting everything I gave up halfway, the nostalgia is helping in controlling the fear..

Other than that Everything else sucks like a normal guys life

 

i be perfect

 

I think too much that it looks like I'm not thinking at all.

 

I have a one Track mind, if something bothers me then i always think about the worst that can happen and can't stop thinking about it or just completely forget about it.

 

The moment someone starts to get close to me I start doing things to push them away.

 

I can't seem to work up the will to make any of the changes in my life that I want to make.

 

I can't talk loudly for overly long periods of time or too long in general because I have damage to my vocal chords. It hurts and it gets annoying when some people go, "I can't hear you"

So I am a pretty reserved person when it comes to physically talking. I don't talk more than I need to. Which is funny since I work as a telemarketer lol.

Anyway, I dislike that I cannot talk loudly because I might hurt myself.

 

Overthinking leading to overworking.