Hello friends! I've been thinking of this novel I've wanted to read for awhile now, just never had enough time for it with everything else going on in my life. But now I've found some time to sit down and read it, but its just that I can't find the book. The MC is a female and she has to go through apocalyptic worlds every month(?) Also in the first chapter her boyfriend was like a bug that tried to eat her or something but she killed him? If you could help me find this novel I'd appreciate it every much, thanks! ♡