Hello!!!!! Am looking for a BL novel we’re the MC committed suicide or try’s to do it and all because of the ML. Thanks in advance
Reborn as a Good Child I don't think it is quite what you are looking for, but it is the closest I know. I stopped reading it pretty early to stockpile chapters so I'm not clear on everything but from what I remember MC is reborn and struggles with emotional issues due to his first life.
Yes something like this am looking for, I have seen already this novel and it great The bad thing is that went you go and try to read it in another page the translation is not so great. Same with other novels
If you haven't read it yet, Strategy to Capture that Scum Gong! It's a QT BL novel and I think MC commits suicide at the end of each arc from the torment of the ML. The author tends to also write from the perspective of the oriHost (what MC would be feeling if he was the oriHost) which adds in that bit of angst. https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/scsg/
If Only Time Stopped at the Moment We First Met But in this one it's ML who commits suicide because of MC.
Boss’s Death Guide I don’t know if he’s suicidal because of the ML, but he’s definitely actively suicidal, so you might be interested.