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    Name:In this world, I will fall in love with you for the second time
    この世界で、君と二度目の恋をする
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    Asahi, a high school girl, is still getting over the breakup with her boyfriend, Shin. Then one day, she receives sudden news that Shin has died of an illness. When Asahi receives Shin's diary, she discovers the "secret" hidden in it
    "I'm sorry, Asahi I'm sorry, but I don't think we can ...... keep going out like this.

    It was in the backyard, where the cherry blossoms were blooming a little early, that my favorite guy told me this.

    I'm not sure what to say. What? Why?

    "Sorry .......

    Sorry doesn't mean you don't understand!

    I'm sorry .......

    After saying that, Arata turned his back on me and ran off.

    "Wait ......!

    I reached out my hand and saw the familiar white ceiling in my field of vision.

    "Dream ......?

    The cherry blossoms and his back were no longer there.

    It's no wonder. It's just as well, because that was three years ago,.......

    (I don't know how long I'm going to drag this out ......)

    Fed up with my feminine self, I picked up the uniform that was on the hanger.

    Ah, Asahi! Good morning! You're early today!

    Good morning. I had a bad dream about .......

    I had a bad dream.

    "Bad dream?

    ".............

    Did you have another dream about the new one?

    ...... Yeah. I thought I had gotten over it.

    I'm not sure what to do, but I'm going to do it.

    It's okay, the day will come when you can properly forget about it.

    I nodded and sat down in the seat behind Miyuki.

    I've been thinking about it ever since that day. Someday, as time goes by, I will be able to ....... But no matter how many years pass, that day in my dream is still vivid. ...... Every time I have that dream, I remember the year I spent with Shin in the third year of junior high school. ......

    Three years, or ......)

    It's a great way to get to know the people around you.

    I'm not sure what to do.

    After school, Fukayuki invited me out to play, but I wasn't in the mood, so I went straight home.

    I didn't feel like changing my clothes or doing my homework, so now I'm lying on my bed in my school uniform.

    (It's because I had a dream like that. ......)

    It was a dream that I hadn't had for a long time.

    The dream that I never had again, and the dream that I kept having.

    As if looking for a continuation of that day, I dreamed over and over again, trying to squeeze out the words I couldn't say that day, but it always ended the same way.

    I guess I should just forget about it and move on. ......)

    I wonder how many times I've thought that. How many years is it?

    I want to forget, but I can't.

    --I'm sure it's because I wasn't satisfied with the way my love ended.

    New ......, I wonder how he's doing now......

    As soon as I muttered this, my phone, which had been turned off in silent mode, began to play a ring tone.

    It's not a normal ring tone, but a melody that should only ring to one person.

    Oh, it's ......?

    The name on the display was nostalgic and bittersweet, the name of someone I had been waiting for ...... for a long time.


    -Incoming call: Suzuki Arata.


    Hello ......?

    I stood up from the bed, took a deep breath, and pressed the call button.

    I took a deep breath and pressed the call button. I managed to squeeze out a voice that was as shaky as my hand holding the phone.
    ............?

    But there was nothing on the other end of the line.

    Oh my God, did you go to ......?

    I heard a muffled female voice on the other end of the line.

    Asahi-san, ......, right?

    It may or may not sound familiar.

    It sounded familiar, but it wasn't. At least it wasn't a new woman's voice.

    Um, ......?

    It's my mother.

    "Yes, ......?

    I'm Arata Suzuki's mother.

    --The woman said in a firm voice.

    Why?

    Why?

    After hanging up the phone with Shin's mother, I stood there dumbfounded, clutching
    my cell phone.


    Why ...... why ...... why ......!?


    It had been a few years since we had talked, but even back then we hadn't talked that much. She was just a smiling mother, much like Arata, who always welcomed me with a smile when I went to visit her.

    Yesterday, Shin passed away.

    When her mother said that, I couldn't understand what she was saying.

    What did she mean? What does that mean? What do you mean, "breathed his last"?

    A lot of hatena marks filled my head.

    The wake will be held today and the funeral tomorrow. We would really like you to come and say your last goodbyes to Asahi-san.

    Shin had died.

    I didn't expect to receive such a message from ...... for the first time in three years.

    New ......

    There were many things I should have wondered why he contacted me after all this time.

    But I was so upset that I couldn't ask anything to her mother, so I just replied as I was told and hung up the phone.
    "............

    I couldn't think of anything.

    Not even a single tear flowed.

    Shin had died.

    My mind refused to comprehend the meaning of those words.

    But then, as if to push me over the edge, I received a series of calls on my cell phone.
    "............!!!

    Each call was from a friend who was and still is a good friend of mine, and they were all concerned about me.

    I visited Shin's house for the first time in three years with Fukayuki, who had invited me because she was worried about me going alone.

    A nostalgic house, nostalgic air.

    Nothing had changed at Arata's house since I was in junior high school, when I used to come to visit her with excitement.

    Except for the mysterious atmosphere and the absence of Shin, who was always next to her .......

    Asahi-san......, right?

    As I stood there stunned, Shin's mother called out to me.

    It's been a while since I've seen you at .......

    Shin's mother, dressed in mourning clothes, looked much older than when I had met her three years ago.

    I'm sorry for calling so suddenly.

    As she began to walk away, Fukayuki, who was standing next to her, said, "Hurry up and run after her.

    Fukayuki who was next to me said, "Hurry up and run after her.

    I was in a hurry, wondering what to do about her mother who started to walk away.
    ............

    "............

    After walking for a while in silence, Shin's mother walked into a familiar room.

    --It was Shin's room.

    It was Shin's room, where she had come to visit many times back then.

    This was the first time she had set foot in his room since that day.

    As I sat down in the chair at Shin's study desk, her mother began to talk in a quiet voice.

    She told me that she had been suffering from a heart condition ever since she was a child.

    In the third semester of his junior high school year, his condition worsened and he had to stay in the hospital to fight the disease instead of going to high school.

    And that he kept calling my name until the end of ....... .............

    I don't know. I didn't know.

    I didn't know that Shin was suffering, or that he was fighting the disease.

    I didn't know anything about it.

    He handed me a book and said, "Can you take this for me?

    What he handed me was a notebook.

    It was a thick notebook with an old binding.

    A diary, huh?

    The word "Diary" was written in gold letters on the spine.

    "It's the one she's been keeping. ....... I'm sure Asahi-san will be more than happy to have it.

    "What ......?

    What do you mean ...... if I keep it?

    I had a lot of things I wanted to say to you when I met you. ......

    ".............

    But then I read ...... it and I couldn't say anything.

    I didn't know what to say to Shin's mother, who smiled sadly at me.

    Carefully holding the diary I received, I gave a small bow and returned to Fukayuki.

    My heart was beating louder than usual.

    Maybe there's no need to run.

    But I wanted to return to Fukayuki as soon as possible, even if it was ......1 seconds, to a space where I was not alone.

    "Asahi? Are you okay?

    The next thing I knew, there was Fukayuki in front of me.

    "I'm fine.

    I hope so, ....... You don't look too good. Shall we go home early?

    "...... Yes.

    Fukayuki and I headed towards Shin's coffin.

    I'm not sure what to make of it, but I'm sure it's a good idea.

    Shin ......

    Tears flowed uncontrollably.

    Then I finally understood.

    --I'm not sure what to say.

    "Why didn't you say anything to me ......?

    "......

    It's a good idea to have a good idea of what you're doing.

    The new ......, hey, new ....... Open your eyes,.......

    You can find a lot of people who have been in the business for a long time.

    10

    You wake up from sleep.

    Nothing seems to be different from before I closed my eyes.

    And yet, there I am.

    I'm back.

    I look around the room, it's definitely my room, but for some reason I feel a slight sense of discomfort.

    The uniform that is hanging is that of the high school, and on the desk is a smart phone that is plugged into a charger.

    It's my room, but it doesn't feel like my room.

    It's a little ...... hard, I guess.

    This is the first time that I've gone back and forth between the past and reality, but I'm sure that the reason I feel a weight on my chest is because I've spent several consecutive ...... days on the other side.

    I'm sure it's because I've spent many consecutive days on the other side of the world with New as a matter of course.

    "In this world, Shin is no more. ......

    The tears rolling down my cheeks soaked my hands and my pajamas.

    I wanted to cry out loudly. I wanted to shout out his name and my feelings for him. But I couldn't do that because I thought of ...... worrying my family.

    I was ...... frantic.

    I was trying to keep my voice ...... under control and kept wetting the cuffs of my pajamas with tears.

    I have to get ready .......

    I have to go to school. I have to go to school. I have to go about my daily life as I should.

    I rubbed my eyes, the tears still drying, and got up from the bed.

    After taking off my pajamas and changing into my uniform, I checked the contents of today's class and put the necessary textbooks from the bookshelf on my desk into my bag.

    Ah, .......

    On his desk, he left the new diary book he had read last night.
    "......

    I'm sure the contents have changed - they must have.

    But .......

    I couldn't pick it up just yet, so I left it there and quietly left my room.

    "Asahi! Good morning!

    When I arrived at the classroom, Fukayuki called out to me as usual.

    Good morning.

    Are you okay ......?

    Yeah. ......

    You don't look so good, do you?

    I'm fine.

    I tried to smile, but Fukayuki was looking at me with an unconvincing look on her face.

    (You can't fool me, can you? ......)

    How many years do you think we've been friends? I've been a friend for how many years?

    If you read the diary on more than one date, you'll end up spending that much time in consecutive dreams.

    "Yeah, I know. ......

    "When I woke up and realized that Shin was no longer here, I thought: ......

    "Asahi ......

    In the event that you're looking for the best way to get the most out of your business, you'll be able to get the most out of your business.

    I'm not sure why ...... Fukayuki is crying.

    I don't know!  I don't know, but I don't know ...... .......

    Stop it. ...... me too. ......

    The uncontrollable tears mixed with the ...... ones of Fukayuki and made a small puddle on the desk.

    "Ugh .......

    "Ugh. ......

    We were facing each other, tears streaming down our faces,......, and our classmates were staring at us with suspicious looks.

    "I'm home. ......

    Sorry to bother you.

    After that, the homeroom teacher came to the classroom and worried about us, so we both left early.

    But are you sure you're okay? If they find out that you've left early and are still at my house, they're going to ......

    "I'm fine. I told my mother that I was worried and that I would take Asahi home before I left.

    I was impressed by Fukayuki's skillfulness as she smiled.

    It's a good idea to have a good idea of what you're looking for.

    Yeah, I know. ......

    When I opened the door to my room, Fukayuki looked at the diary on my desk.

    But then again, all I know is that I have an unusual past. ......

    Yeah, .......

    On the way to my house, I told Fukayuki about the dream I had last night.

    I'm not sure what to make of it.

    I also remember Asahi telling me yesterday that the past was changing. I also remember that the catalyst for this was Shin's diary, and that the past that was changing was when I was in the third grade.

    Fukayuki said, as if confirming one by one.

    But no matter how much I try to remember about the past before I was told I had changed, I can't remember it. I feel as if such memories never existed in the first place.

    "Deep Snow: ......

    It's a good idea to have a good idea of what you're looking for.

    I'm sure you'll remember both of them, right?

    Yes, ....... It's not that he remembers the events of three years ago, but that he remembers the contents of the diary that Shin wrote before the change. It's just that I don't remember the events of three years ago as they happened.

    "Yes, .......

    I'm not sure what to say, but I'm going to say it.

    "That guy would be .......

    She muttered something in an inaudible whisper.

    "Fukayuki ......?

    I'm sorry, I'm going home.

    "What, Fukayuki?

    As if she had thought of something, she walked out of the room.

    What's wrong with you?

    "Don't worry about it. Anyway, I'll see you at school tomorrow!

    "Fukayuki......?

    In the event you're not sure what you're looking for, you'll be able to find a lot more information on the web.

    I've been alone again.

    When you are alone in a quiet room, ...... you can't help but think about the diary on your desk.

    I can't stop thinking about the days I spent with Shin.

    I want to see her again, but I can't find the courage to ...... open the diary again.

    Shin ......

    Even if I call her name in a small voice, the person who smiles at me is no longer in this world .......

    The moment I wiped away the tears that threatened to overflow with my palm, I suddenly remembered.

    I remembered the event in my dream.

    In fact, why didn't I remember?

    How could I have forgotten it?

    Where did I put it, ......?

    I don't think I threw it away, thanks to my mother's annoyance with my personal information.

    And if the ...... past has changed, there is no way I would have thrown it away.

    It must have been impossible for me to throw it away.

    There it is: .......

    It was shoved into a small box in the closet.

    "New ......

    I squeezed it - a slightly old-fashioned cell phone with a small cat strap.

    Thinking of him, who is no longer with us.
    By the author of the gentle death god laughs above the cherryblossom sky

    Why It Should Get Picked Up:
    Who doesnt want to cry?
    The beginning of the story was very sad, as they broke up without her knowing about the disease, and the person she loved died.I was moved by Asahi's desire to start over again, even though she knew the outcome would never change.
    When she reads the diary and goes to sleep, she repeats the "three years ago" in the diary. She doesn't want to say goodbye to Shin, and wants to stay by his side until he passes away even if it's a painful reality waiting for her.
     
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    did anyone take this yet?
     
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    Hi, it seems like you know stuff around here. I'm a fledgling translator and decided to pick this up. how can I say that I picked up a novel?
     
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    You can just comment you picked up the novel on the thread, so others are aware you're working on it~
    Hopefully OP would notice and change the title status/tag to picked up; though the OP might wait until there is an actual novelupdates link to the novel before doing that.

    But some translators drop a comment with the link to their translated chapter instead when they pick up a novel, so OP and other interested users keeping an eye on the novel pickup can see it and read it asap (instead of waiting on Novelupdates to show the release since the NU staff do check novel submissions and it can take like a day or so) ^^
     
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    Thank you
     
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    Hi again, just wanted to ask if I can just make a new thread saying that I picked up this series?
     
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    Not in this forum.
    This forum is only for novel pickup requests and there is a format form to fill out for this forum. So posting a thread here that doesn’t fit the request format will probably get moved or locked by mod.


    I wouldn’t know where you can post it though if you did.( Like there are translators who shamelessly advertise their translations but they got links to the chapters to read etc.)

    But a mod probably could catch it if they notice you post in wrong forum and move it to right one (or I guess you can report your own post to ask mod move to right one...)
     
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    Pancreas/your lie in april and other sweet romance stories: couple loves one another down to the dna
    disease in the background: konnichiwa motherfuckers
    just..why?Can't we get a better ending?a better future?a better world?
    I'm going to rewatch gintama to shake off this synopsis
     
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    hey, why does it still says I need to post 5 times before I can post with links?
     
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    Indeed, it was a sad ending.