Love is the entire eroge collection you've hidden both in the physical world and in all the digital folders you've marked "Homework". Those fictional characters love you, I promise, with their saccharine lines that have no meaning
a man of culture!, you deserve a nobel prize for sharing a magnificent physics formula fellow brother! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
To be honest. I just love the 'idea' of love in my head. Someone loving me and loving them. When it comes to the real thing, I know I can't, it's either I made that person something I desired; not who they are. And getting disappointed because of the fact that they are not like what I fantasized to be. And feeling guilty because I felt like I just played them, doing this because I want to feel something, you know evoke my emotions, I just wanna feel alive again.